English सत्संग key points 1

Satsang 74, 24 Jan 2021

1) Why there is requirement of individualisation.

It is like this because this is one of the possibility out of infinite possibilities.

Right now we are in the midst of one such masala movie, where there is duality, purpose, sadness and totally fake happiness.

The limited experience is due to limited opening of the aperture of the camera.

If in your dream if you ask from other dream person, what you are experiencing, he will say that it is same as that which you are also experiencing. In the dream it is only ME that has become everything. Because experiencer is ONE and it is only experiencing itself as many due to illusion. The same is true for waking state as well.

Let the past be there, it does not matter. Forgive yourself for what you have done in past, and forget the good that you have done in past. We only remember the small portion of past that too which is related to the individual. We don't remember the universal. And where is individual? so where is past, and whose past? 

Take it easy, just be what you really are, the absolute being, just abide in your true nature. Realising what is our true nature is 'enlightenment'. After knowing your true nature what is there to be done? who is doer and what is there not to be done? Just let everything and whatever happen in complete awareness.

If the guru is harsh speaking, that is best that can happen to a disciple. Sadguru does not sugar coats the truth and the ignorance is removed quickly or the liberation is very fast.

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सत्संग 78, english

You don't have relation with any person, because there is no person there. This is to be seen very clearly. Death is, that which was not there is now no more. The illusion is also gone now and there is nobody to relate to even in illusionary terms.

There is something that is liberated from the suffering. Death is a time of celebration for the seeker as he gets free from the prison. Death is a burden less, sleep like experience. 

'I' never goes in समाधि, 'I' disappears in समाधि. Balanced knowing is समाधि.

Even the happiness that one gets in life is in reality the suffering. In समाधि we do all actions knowing very well that it is not happening. There is nothing to be known about समाधि, it is the state to be in, don't try to describe it.

Being in balance means, neither running after experiences nor avoiding any experience; and also not trying to be the experiencer. Mind can never become experiencer. Knowing this mind is at peace, and that is समाधि. 

Everybody is already in the state of निर्विकल्प समाधि, only they don't know it. Only condition of समाधि is awareness, if there is no awareness it cannot be called as समाधि. धी means awareness. The difference is not in truth of it, but in ignorance of it. 

In that pure state, you don't care what type of समाधि it is. It is just blissful, pure nectar and most natural state to be in. The problem is just that it is not known due to wrong knowledge or ignorance.

Don't put any names to nature, the universal mind is already in समाधि. The whole universe is absolutely perfect, absolutely still, there is nothing going on here. 

सहज समाधि means, it is very very natural. Your ordinary state will become the so called state of समाधि for you.

Run after cutting down the ignorance, don't run after the state of mind, it is not productive.

My ground state is not changing, and that is my state even right now. Here giving it a name is of no use, rather it is only harmful to give it a name. Don't try to cage the wind. Don't consider समाधि as an achievement, nothing is achieved when you are in समाधि.

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Q&A 84, 9 May 21 some key points.

1) All knowledge comes from experience, if there is no experience there is nothing to know. If we cut out all the experiences, then nothing remains that can be known. What remains is only experiencer or knower and knower cannot be known. There is perfect stillness, there is nothing to be known. There is no thinking there, because thinking itself is an experience.

Whatever we call as 'no experience' or experiencing silence by ignoring inputs being received through senses during meditative states, is actually another form of subdued experience, because there is a memory of that as well. Experiences can change, but they can never completely go away.

Experiences are the false component of existence and therefore we may say there is only experiencer and that the experiencer cannot be known.  In existence nothing is there that is to be known, and there is everything to just BE. No knowledge is the fundamental state, knowledge is an impurity on that state. 

We cut down the ignorance and what is left is mystery, which is most beautiful thing. 

The components in the existence, the experience and experiencer, they do not exist independently, there is only experiencing. Mind is an illusion, one moves from ignorance to knowledge and back to ignorance.

2) When state of mind changes in awareness from waking to subtle world, then we may call that as out of body experience. We are all Gods having a human experience. 

In the waking state we are so focused on sense perceptions, which is like poison, that it covers memories of other states. 

Ignorance is the cause of suffering. On the spiritual path you will be reduced to your real nature, which is emptiness, nothingness, pure, eternal, unbounded, having no time or space. Pay attention to essence or your essential nature, don't get bogged down with details.

You cannot stop the activities, but you can stop the ignorance of identifying with any one of the experience, which are appearing in empty screen of experiencer.

Desires are driving the whole creation. Desire to manifest is second only to emptiness. However, your true nature is desirelessness. 

3) There are no real boundary in memory. It is ignorance and it is only for survival that the mind draws imaginary boundaries. Also there is nobody, no individual to shatter the boundaries. When knowledge dawns it becomes clear that everything is just happening that happens on its own and there is no individual, there is no doer.

Individual is an illusion produced by the memory, it does not do anything, it only claims that I did it. There is only ONE, and that is existence.

The individual is not here even now, so that also means it is already dissolved. All possibilities are already there, which have already happened. Bondage is not there, liberation has already happened. Then what is there to worry about or what is to be achieved. This is the end of path. Direct path ends as soon as it starts.

There is no individual karma or individual memory. There is only thinking, there is no thinker. If you think that there is thinker and it is my karma, then it will be there. If you think you are bound, you are bound, and if you think you are free, you are free. If you are not liberated here and now, you will never be liberated.

4) Fully knowing that there is no individual, still accept the individual as well, it is your own play, it is your leela. Individual cannot harm you, who can ever cause any harm to experiencer. God or experiencer is pure love, total acceptance. Then where is the difficulty in accepting one thought that I am an individual, let it be.

Energy is trying to burn out, please don't stop it. All the scriptures tell you is, how to get the liberation, but nobody tells you what to do after that. Because after that there is only doing there is no doer left, the individual is surrendered. Freedom is letting things happen, it does not mean fulfilling whatever desires come to your mind.

Catching a bird and putting in cage because of attachment is bondage. Letting it fly and let the bird do whatever it want to do, is freedom. Teaching taught you there is no doer, then what is left to be done, and by whom. Just enjoy the show, it is not going to last forever.

This play is eternal, eternal means timeless which is not happening in time, eternal does not means long time. The form that you have taken, whatever is happening now, that is the memory of a dissolved master, who had dissolved, who has attained liberation. 

It is so clear, yet is it so mysterious. Intellect is a product of maya and it cannot understand what is happening here. Agnostic is the final answer, we are here to get rid of ignorance. 

Best way to describe oneness is silence. Remove experience and 'I' the experiencer and what is left is oneness, which is same as experiencing. Oneness cannot be felt, known, or experienced; there is just oneness. Whatever is right now right here is only oneness.

Oneness or non dual is appearing as duality. There cannot be any knowledge or memory of oneness, because it cannot be experienced. If it is not here and now, then it is not oneness.

After self knowledge and realisation that it is not two, the words of masters will shine before you, there is nectar of me communicating with myself. 

Becoming is the experience, being is the truth. You are me, I am you, they are not two, they are not separate. 

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Q&A 85, 16 May 21 some key points.

1) Emptiness means that nature of existence has no substance. Emptiness is not nothingness. In non duality, it is called lack of any quality. 

In the spiritual path don't assume the meaning of words, ask for it in order to avoid any misinterpretation. Otherwise it may lead to ignorance and blind beliefs.

The everyday concepts completely fail when we try to understand the existence, experiencer or experience. Like how can the existence be empty and be everything at the same time? This cannot be grasped by the intellect. We can also say that existence has infinite potential.

A matured mind is not bothered by the illusion, as much as a deluded mind. Somebody who has knowledge is more stable under different conditions. Whatever is happening is only an illusion, it is not true.

It is not possible for the mind or intellect to understand the true nature of everything. You can BE that which is, you cannot know that which is. Knowledge and ignorance are in duality, hence both are false. 

In path of knowledge there is only destruction of ignorance, there is nothing to know about your true nature, it is unknowable. There is just being, not knowing. Being has no concept of knowledge. Real nature of being is agnostic. It is knowing without knowing, it is being ignorant while knowing.

Limitations of intellect needs to be understood after thorough investigation and then is becomes easier to settle down in true nature. Settling is not by knowing, it is by surrender. It is by acceptance of the true nature of existence, which is also my true nature. 

2) It is fine to study or know the illusion while completely knowing that it is only an illusion. Problem is when people study illusion thinking that it is true and they remain ignorant because they think they know the truth. The perfection that is inherent in the existence appears in the illusion also. It is beautiful once you know what it is. It becomes like you are seeing a movie.

Don't study the mother nature for the purpose to exploit it. Mother nature has already provided what is essential for living. All possibilities exists in the illusion. Its like you can shoot any kind of fiction movie, but you can't shoot any kind of documentary.

The true nature of forms or existence is only emptiness. In non duality, the study of form and study of my own nature is same, as there is no difference between the forms and the knower of the forms. The difference appears only due to ignorance, once ignorance is shed, it is all one.

3) If someone says that person is ignorant, then that person himself is ignorant. Because the idea of person is only a illusion, it is not really there. There is ignorance, but there is no ignorant person. So love the ignorant, and hate the ignorance. Ignorance only means an error in understanding.

Anyway, the ignorance will be gone one day. And because of timeless nature of existence and experiencer, it has already happened, the ignorance is already not there. Everything that can possibly happen, has already happened. So from the bigger perspective, there is not even ignorance. Therefore, it is said that ignorance is only an illusion.

Since there is no individual or individuality, individual never gets ignorance, it is just a temporary phenomenon in the ladder of evolution. 

Animals or children are not ignorant, they are innocent. Human because of evolved intellect may have wrong assumptions and this gives rise to ignorance. Intelligence going in wrong direction is ignorance. If the beliefs are removed, we are back to purity, our true nature and we are able to see things as they really are. Once the difference between ignorance and knowledge is known, all teachings will become clear.

4) Words do not have any meaning, the meaning is given to the words by the knower of the words, based on the experience. 

It is better to stick to one path and it is essential to learn the meaning of the key words very correctly. Here in pure experiences, the true nature is called as 'experiencer'. And the knowledge of my true nature, who am I, is called as 'awareness'. My true nature and the knowledge of my true nature are different. The knowledge of my true nature is in memory, which may come and go.

Awareness comes and goes means, I am not able to settle in my true nature, as mind takes over. That which comes and goes is not my true nature. The experiencer, my true nature, never comes and goes, it is eternal.

Indoctrination happens because of not knowing the meaning of the words. 

5) Human cannot understand anything that is bigger than human. Although a dog can see, but a dog cannot understand the finer things that humans are apparently doing. Don't try to guess what the advanced seekers are doing, try to be one, if you prefer to be so.

Illusion is the reflection of the self. 

6) At the level of illusion, transactional or relative truth, there is free will and destiny. Do not mix different levels of teachings, because that which is true at one level may not hold true at another level. 

Like at lower transactional level matter is true, food is true. My hunger cannot be satisfied by the truth that everything is illusion. In a dream, if a tiger is chasing, you need to run away. 

When acting in the world use your will power. When action is done, surrender your will it is not yours, you don't have any control over the consequences of your actions. After surrendering whatever happens is destiny. At the level of destiny, free will is not true.

Just for understanding assume that there is a building where free will comes at ground floor, destiny (karma or law of the mind / memory) comes at first floor and the existence or emptiness comes at top floor. 

It is said in religious books also, I have taken action, now it is God's will. Do your duty, which is in your hand, the consequences will be precisely as per the laws of the memory. 

Ground floor is transactional reality of the world. Don't blame other person for their action, forgive them, they know not what they are doing. It is already destined to be that way from another level of understanding. 

In the universal memory there are worlds which are not yet rule bound. There anything will appear, as soon as a wish arises. Those who are not mature they will manifest their demons there. The matured one will simply get detached, because it will establish their knowledge that it is only illusion. And they will move out from illusion and that will lead to total freedom or liberation (nirvaana, moksha) and get established in their true nature.

Like this there are not three, but many levels. Explore that, every floor has its own memory and laws. Don't get stuck in tiny physical world.

The illusion is very vast. If you understand the fundamentals clearly, start from your true nature, then you can handle the illusion very well without getting stuck. Don't mix different layers of teachings. Something which is true at one level is completely useless at another level.

Perform your duties with full responsibility in the world assuming that it is real. In non duality it is broadly divided into only two, the absolute and transactional reality.

An engineer, doctor, yogi, wise man, they all operate at different levels of truth. It requires intelligence, skills, logical mind and absolute clarity in not to mix things like physical needs, free will, relations, emotions, desires, destiny, paranormal experiences, awareness, emptiness, existence, experiencing etc.

Non dual teaching is not multi-tiered. The teacher sometimes teaches at the level of student to make him understand better, but that does make it true. It is only relatively true. Use your will to reach your destination, then drop it, it is no longer required.

7) The sanskrit used in philosophy is its purest form, here no changes or modifications are permitted. Adopt the meaning of the word exactly as told in the teachings. In the path of knowledge, don't read the dictionary to find the meaning of a word, it will be very confusing. 

The other use of sanskrit is in poetry, science etc., there one word can have several meaning. 

8) Direct experience refined by the logic, are the only two means of knowledge on the path of knowledge. Forming logical relations in experiences is knowledge, and forming illogical relations in experiences is ignorance. Experience coupled with pure knowing gives knowledge, nothing else.

First fix the spiritual goal, know why you are born here and then systematically seek the same. Finally after going through the seeking you will know that the real aim takes you to being aimless, or after knowing you reach being agnostic. 

As soon as you decide to follow a guru, the connection is already formed. Knowing is by being, not by words. Spirituality is not in words, it is doing practicals, experimenting, using logic and experiencing. There is no instant gratification in spirituality, it takes times. The fastest and the most straight path is path of knowledge.

Teacher points to the direction, you have to see yourself, you have to explore yourself the path of knowledge. 

Logic will not tell you what is truth, it will only tell you what is false. The true self is right here, right now, it is only covered up by ignorance. Direct experience and logic just removes this covering. Progress to the the self by eliminating what you are not.

To be what you are, you don't need logic, you are already what you are. 

We don't take human birth to get knowledge or to become spiritual, we come to fulfill desires. In case of seeker, the desires have refined into spiritual desires. Focus on your goal, don't try to preach others.

The goal on the path of knowledge is destruction of ignorance, then there are side effects of walking in the path such as peace, bliss, love, self realisation, destruction of sufferings, liberation, freedom, healthy mind, sharp intellect, even material benefits, you know greater mind, universal memory, you know the illusion etc. and many more. 

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Q&A 86, 23 May 21 some key points.

1) The essence of experience, experiencer, existence, knowledge etc is oneness. We analyse what is true, eliminate that which is false and then logically come to conclusion that there is only one truth. It is not something special, our current experience right now right here is that of oneness. 

Bliss is total emptiness, there is only awareness of being, it is not associated with the body but with the experiencer. Bliss is my nature and the nature of the experiencer can't be removed from the experiencer.

2) Means of knowledge and the criteria for truth, they are two different things. As per the criteria of truth, none of the experiences are true. And the experiencer is true and is one, which is me, and this is one of the way to arrive at oneness. 

Whatever is appearing as experience is an illusion, it is not there. Since all experiences are illusion, they cannot be said to have any cause. The cause of the illusion will also be illusory. In the metaphor of snake and rope, once we know there is no snake, then to find what is its cause, is meaningless.

Teachings can be divided into many levels. At the highest level is non duality, which cannot be grasped by the intellect and is a mystery, it is unknowable, existence, emptiness or experiencing.

Next level is duality, the experiencer and experiences. At this level there is awareness.

The third level is the illusion, when we ignore the experiencer also, and try to find the meaning and cause of the experiences. At this level we say, the cause of the illusion is the memory. But this is not really true. Memory is only a theoretical explanation for the experience, that's all. Experience is fundamental, memory is a theory. 

Like we cannot say that gravity on earth is because of the equation of the gravity. There is no cause of experience, but we can explain it by using the concept of vibrations, layers of the memory, perceptions, various models etc.

3) Kundalini is the creative, maintaining and destroying energy, the maya or mother of all the energies. 

Not only that 'I am not the doer', but 'there is no doer' is also true. Since there is no cause of any action, so there is no doer as well. There are only actions, there is no actor. 

Doer, time etc. are double illusions. At the first level nothing is happening, then there is concept of memory and then there is doer, time etc.

4) In the experiencing, the experiencer is also not there. The experiencer is also the mind in the very very subtle form. The division between the experience and the experiencer is being done by the mind only. Like in Buddhism, the experiencer is also not there, it is only mind.

In non duality also, finally the experiencer is also dropped, it is just mind in disguise. It is said that in the state of experiencing, the experiencer is dissolved in the experience. Right now, right here you are in the state of experiencing.

5) Doing meditation is meaningful only when you know why and what you are doing. Meditation is the process of bringing the attention from objects to body, to the senses, to activities in the body, sensations, breathing, to subtle levels of feelings, emotions, thoughts etc. till nothing is left, which is state samadhi or experiencing. When even the experiencer is gone that it the state of experiencing or oneness. 

This is path of yoga. The final thing mentioned in yoga after samadhi is oneness (kavalya). In shaiv path, the shakti meets the shiva at crown center, that is oneness. In devotional path also, the individual merges with the universal. So all the path converge to the only truth there is of unity or oneness.

In the path of knowledge, we directly see that my state right now right here is already that of oneness, I am the existence witnessing myself. We may come down in duality, fully knowing that it is already unity and we accept what is. 

There is no need to force any other state in that which is only natural, this is called awareness in daily life. The experiencer is in eternal samadhi. This is the most natural way to be, i.e., sahaj samadhi. You can live an ordinary life while being in full awareness, there is no need to be exotic.

Under ignorance, if you consider this world as real, your desires as real, the sufferings will start. 

Get into the state of no mind, that is the truth. The world, the body and life, is blink of the eye in front of eternity that you are, so what are you believing yourself to be. Just enjoy the show, which is anyway momentary. 

6) All there is the potential to manifest, there is no manifestation actually. When the probability approaches one, we call it deterministic. And when it is near zero, it is randomness. Determinism is a very small component of the total reality. Science is based on determinism and what they found is that everything is only probabilistic. 

Our senses have limited capabilities on both high and low end of changes, like sense of hearing. They does not capture changes that are too fast or too slow. This tiny band is only that much which is essential for the survival of the organism. Some people consider, this limited experience as only truth, which is foolishness.

There is limit on the senses, but there is no limit on the intellect. 

7) Whatever is happening, do it with complete detachment and awareness. This is happening, I am not this, there should be complete awareness of this. There is no need to drop any of the natural activities. If you try to manipulate whatever is naturally happening, that is ego. Events are appearing to be happening, there is no cause, there is no doer, there is a witness, is this not sufficient?

On the path of knowledge, the intellect can catch the ego and see it doing spiritual practices. There are no practices on the path of knowledge. Being aware is also not a practice, it happens naturally when ignorance is dropped. Awareness is your true nature, you know that I am the experiencer. We do not need to do anything to become what we already are, so 'being aware' cannot be called as practice. 

8) Surrendering does not mean non-action. It means that actions are being done knowing full well that it is not my action. Secondly, you can see that the desires are also not mine. 

You can also just rewind and see in the evening, in full awareness, that things happened like this today and noting was done by me. Replay the past events where you didn't had awareness, as if happening like a movie, but this time play the recreated events in full awareness. 

Mind cannot differentiate between the events that happened in the world and the imagination of replaying them. This way the negative impressions can be removed from the memory, by simply repeating the events in awareness.

This technique works, because the world is also an imagination of some other memory, that's all. Doing your work with full involvement, already means surrender. 

9) We create determinism, we do not perceive it. If there is no constraint of survival, the mind gives up the certainty concept, and it is free to roam in the world of probability. This is called projected state, which can experience non rule bound areas of the universal memory.

The real nature of illusion is uncertainty, not certainty. Accepting this life becomes more peaceful and happy. You do what is necessary, if it happens you accept it, if it didn't happen still you accept it.

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Q&A 87, 30 May 21 some key points.

1) There is nothing else but oneness, the knowledge that everything is just one, can also be called love. 

When the illusion of individual is dropped, 'I' can be shifted to experiencer. Finally, the concept of 'I am the experiencer' can also be dropped and what remains is what you are, without calling anything as 'I'. It is only the mind which says, I am the experiencer. As we go finer any finer, 'I' is found nowhere and only oneness is left.

When the imaginary boundaries are drawn around the limited experiences, individual is born. Experience cannot become unlimited, because it is already unlimited. 

Experience is eternal because time itself is an experience. Experience is not in time, it is outside time and anything that is outside time is called eternal. Existence itself is the experience, or experience is the form taken by the existence and it is eternal.

Everything is just emptiness, or emptiness pervades everything. Like air pervades the room.

2) Material needs are not to be discarded, they need to be minimised. Fulfill your basic needs so that mind is free for contemplation and can be engaged in pursuit of spiritual matters. 

It is only ignorance that is keeping you away from your true nature. Logic is used to cut down the ignorance, then even logic is of no use, or logic can also be dropped. Logic cannot make you what you already are, which is existence, awareness and bliss. What others think as true, believe or do, is none of our concern.

3) There are no constant stream of experiences, it is possibilities only. Mind converts experiences into events in time and space, which is an illusion. That is why it is sometimes said that the essence of existence is experiencer, and experiences are like waves on the surface of the sea.

Both experiencer and experiences arise and dissolve at the same time, that's how it is seen, rest is our logic. 

Existence is not trying to know itself, it is only an imagination. Mind tries to create explanation and reasons, where there are none.

Seeing the duality is not a problem, the problem is that we consider the duality as truth. Experience is always in duality, whereas oneness just is, there is no experience of oneness, it is one. 

4) Mind is limited but it has extraordinary abilities, like intelligence to overcome some of its limitations. Intelligence does not gives you new knowledge, it only clears wrong beliefs and drops what is accumulated. And we reach the position of not knowing or agnostic, which is the highest the mind can reach.

That which is present when you drop the mind is emptiness, that which is present when you are using the mind is also emptiness. 

As soon as the knowledge of the true nature happens, the awareness arises and accumulated impurities are removed. Like, as we get the knowledge, we avoid impure actions and don't touch the hot pan again. A pure mind is that on which the sun of awareness is always shining.

5) Experiencer is the witness of seeking, experiencer is not seeking anything. Experiencer is the witness, the observer. Seeking is part of the dream, when dream is gone, the seeker, seeking and sought are also gone. Ego perpetuates in the seeking. Path of knowledge brings an end to seeking also, because nobody remains to find anything.

You are always in the non dual state. The sea is always water inspite of waves. It is only one thing, not that sea is separate and waves are separate. It is impossible to be in dual state. Mind is distracted, and because of ignorance does not sees the oneness.

First there is no I that can get carried away in the illusionary world and secondly there is no illusionary world. We study illusion in detail because we don't want to fall in the trap. 

By awareness become a witness to the impurities in the mind, then there is no problem. Only some purity is needed to understand what is being said and for having some faith. Once mind hears the truth, it gets attached to it. 

6) Other paths purifies and are a preparation for the path of knowledge. In the path of knowledge there is no progress, it is the direct path. 

The existence is appearing to itself as experience. Don't impose human qualities on existence, it is meaningless to do that. Existence is already absolute, complete and unlimited. For the existence limitation is not a bondage, it is the play. 

7) Whole of our life is an act of grace. Suffering is grace because it turns you towards spirituality, and any achievement is grace because there is no doer. Everything is happening because of grace. There is no need to attribute grace to someone or some event, it is a standalone word. It is only that very few people have the ability to recognize or see the grace. Others don't see it because of ignorance, even when it is always there.

There is difference in happening to me or to experiencer and witnessing whatever is happening. It is not happening to experiencer, it is appearing to the experiencer.

If you are suffering thinking that illusion is true, that is the problem. 

Sleep is a state, and experiencing is present in all the states, not only in sleeping. 

It is possible to remove all impurities is just a few months, if you are ready. The knowledge that 'I am not bound' is the event of liberation. The person is not liberated or liberation is not for the person, the liberation is from the person. That which is bound will remain bound, that which is liberated will always be liberated. 

Mind is never liberated, it simply progresses, dissolves and then reappears. Liberation points to knowledge, it is not a state. 

Illusion is not true because it does not exists independently. For something to be true, it should exists on its own, if it depends on something else to exist, it is not true. 

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Satsang 2nd June 21, some key points.

1) All experiences are experience of change or vibration, if there is no change there will be no experience and there will be no experiencer also, it is non dual. All changes are happening in emptiness, which is same as your true nature. 

The experiencer itself is the vibration. This is true in non dual domain, where the logic doesn't work. Logic works only in duality or below that, which is in the illusion. That which is not two, oneness or emptiness, is itself appearing as the experience and the experiencer.

In non duality, we cannot say experiencer is not changing and experience is changing. Whatever is, is just emptiness and it is everything. In duality, experiences aspect seems to be changing. There are eternal experiences and eternal experiencer. There is some kind of change and there is witnessing of the change, this is all what is possible.

There is emptiness with infinite potential, it is timeless and it is always appearing as the change, the dance is always going on. 

2) You have to become like the guru, otherwise there is no way to understand what he is saying. This is also called surrender. 

'I am appearing to myself as experience' understand everything from first person point of view, from the subject's point out view, not from third person point of view.

Change is the illusion created by the memory. Vibration is myself appearing as memory or experience. Memory is only me, assume the first person point of view always to understand non duality. Memory is everything, objects, body, emotions, thoughts, different states etc., I have taken these forms.

Everything is field of infinite potential which is completely devoid of substance, and that is myself.

If you start seeing or know your true nature, then there is no effort or practice required to abide is awareness. It is a state of being, not doing. 

3) Whatever is known or unknown are just distraction, unknowable is the true nature. It is just experiencing, not experience, not experiencer, it is only continuous experiencing and it is all in timelessness. 

Unknowable is the only reality; known, unknown are just imaginations. Instead of knowing everything, just be everything. That will create silence and you will be established in your true nature.

Emptiness is always there like a blank screen on which various experiences are appearing. You cannot know it because it is empty, but you can be it. Whatever forms that are appearing are also emptiness. 

In knowing there is a distance, but being is complete merging. 

4) Whatever is appearing as ego is false, it is just another mental activity. Only knowing this much is sufficient, then you are already in awareness. You cannot know what is emptiness, because it has no qualities, it is unknowable. 

A wise person, sees the dance happening around and let the ego also play in it. With awareness focus gets shifted to non individual layers. Ego doesn't go away, it is refined into bigger structures. 

You may have to leave the guru as a person, but keep the guru as the guru. The connection between guru and seeker cannot be broken, only relation may change. 

We are all one not only at the level of reality, but also at the level of illusion there are no boundaries. Physical bodies arise from mud pond and dissolves back into it, like bubbles in the ocean.

It is not possible to break connection with anybody, so acceptance is the only way, there is no other possibility. When you see oneness, you see everything as it really is. 

5) Attachment and unfulfilled desires are the cause of the birth of the memory structure, or causal body to descend in matter. 

Fulfill little desires that arise, and reject those that cannot be fulfilled, be free from desires. Drop the struggle or running restlessly after desires. 

There are no parallel universe, all that is right now right here. You are the existence yourself, you are all the universes already, you are infinite, you are that right now right here. You don't know this because of ignorance, thinking that you are human and not realising your true nature is the problem. All universes are just dreams, as you see you create. 

Desires are not immoral, the actions or the means to fulfill the same can be unethical. Don't struggle, take what is given as an offering. Whenever the desires come, the means to fulfill it also comes with it. 

Energy is an internal urge, a form of desire. Don't suppress the desire, surrender it or fulfill your little desires and be free from them. Fully knowing that I am not doing it, you take actions that are with the flow.

6) There is no truth in the belief that there is a linear evolution from plant to animal to human to higher beings. It is a parallel evolution. Timelessness means you are already everything. It is because you are under the influence of poison of one dream that you don't know this.

There are several desires that arise and fall away, they don't manifest. Only the strongest one turns into action, rest just bubble up and dissolve. If lot of importance is placed on some desires, they come back again and again. 

Buddha said end of suffering is possible. Nirvana is the end of individuality, no one remains. Bodhisattv means the essence of knowledge, which always remains. In liberating everyone, no one is being liberated or nobody is liberated. 

You are already liberated right now right here, as the emptiness. There is no me nor mine, so there is no 'mine' nirvana. Saying my liberation is  as good as ignorance. Nobody gets liberation because there is nobody, knowing this is real nirvana. The world is nirvana, right now right here, it is like this. 

What is in front of you right now, the direct experience is total freedom, what do want to escape from? Knowing what is here right now right here is the whole truth. Trying to become something, or to achieve something is ignorance. Just realise this and be happy, because you yourself are happiness, the bliss. 

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Q&A 88, 6 Jun 21 some key points.

1) In the path of knowledge you can know everything which is knowable, nobody can know that which is unknowable. Knowledge can be of three types, that which is known, that which is unknown but can be known and that which is unknowable (known, unknown and unknowable).

Unknowable means that which cannot be experienced, and therefore it can never be known, like last digit of pi, boundary of the universe, experiencer etc.

Only thing that can be known about experiencer is that it is there, its existence cannot be denied, that is all that can be known about experiencer. 

Similarly the whole existence is unknowable. Nothing is knowable, all knowledge is of the illusion. All objects are illusion, nothing can be known about them. Knowledge is a concept in the mind, there is nothing to know in the existence. 

The final state is the state of agnostic on the path of knowledge. The path to unknowing is through knowing. Remove the ignorance, then remove the knowledge, what remains is pure being.

2) There can be infinite types of irreducible, corresponding to each sense. Whatever the senses are providing information is nothing else but existence itself; existence itself is that which is being perceived. There is no process here, there is no content there, there is no object there and there is no signal here.

It is existence itself that appears as experience. Say color red, poetically we say that when you see red you become red color. This cannot be understood by logic.

3) Right now right here is the knowledge, but it is not in form of any near death experience, nor in delusion, nor under influence of drug etc. If what is in front of you right now right here cannot transform you, then no special experience can transform you either.

Knowledge comes to those whose intellect has been purified. Existence is appearing to itself as illusory experiences and existence itself is the experiencer. Knowledge is very simple, only this much, this is the essence. 

4) Using something, does not means that you know it as well. 

Senses are structures that limit the incoming vibrations. 

Knowledge is not complicated, it is very simple. It is ignorance that is complicated. There are several layers of ignorance that needs to be removed. Truth does not comes and goes, if it comes and goes, then it is not truth. We can't see the truth as it is, because of ignorance.

We use direct experience and intellect to remove the ignorance, then even the knowledge is dropped, to abide in what you really are, as then there is no need to know any more. 

It takes pointing from a guru to drop the doer, to stop the seeking. There is no other way.

5) There is no time, time is illusion, it is all eternally one. So the experiencer is not experiencing everything simultaneously, it is being everything. Illusion of point of view or the illusion that something is happening, is only created by the limitation of the memory. 

The existence is appearing to itself in the form of experiences. This is how it is, whatever is happening right now, this is what it is. It cannot be comprehended by intellect. 

6) Spirituality is path where I want to know what is my essence. It is done by using direct experience and logic, and both complement each other. Like, I perceive the table, the table does not perceive me, so I am not the table. Same conclusion can be reached in the case with body or mind. 

Developing sound logic based on direct experience will gradually clear all your doubts and questions. For example, logic says that if two things or experiences always appear at the same time and you cannot have one without the other, then they are same thing. This logic can be applied to know about the unity of experience and experiencer. 

The clarity comes by distinguishing what is experience and what is merely an imagination or belief, this is logic. 

That which is experiencing right now right here in front of you is the existence, there is no separate 'you'. There is no separate experiencer, other then the existence, it is always wholeness, oneness, completeness only. The existence is experiencing itself in the form of illusory experiences, this is all that is.

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Satsang 10 Jun 21, some key points.

1) More qualities you have, more knowledge you get and more knowledge you have, you will start having the qualities which are desirable in a seeker.

Being aggressive and competitive are not desirable qualities of a seeker. So do your best, get the things by doing something good, don't compete with others. You cannot gain knowledge by competing. 

2) You need to be present to witness the absence. Nobody has witnessed the absence of experiencer in sleep. I am absent in the sleep is only a baseless assumption. To prove the absence you need the presence of experiencer, which is witnessing. 

3) Scriptures shines to you only after you get basic knowledge by direct experience and logic. Otherwise they will not make much sense. 

The scriptures will confirm what you already know. These are source of information, verify it with your direct experience and logic, don't blindly believe them. Verify what you read or listen by means of knowledge and on criteria of truth. Unverified information cannot be called knowledge.

Guru is needed, but guru is not needed as a valid means of knowledge. True Guru only points towards knowledge, he does not gives you knowledge. He points towards your own experience, he points out your mistakes, he shows you flaws in your logic etc.

The knowledge that we gain in absence of complete information can be called as intuition. There is no magic on path of knowledge, everything is explained and is in front of you. 

4) Whatever is accumulated in the name of knowledge is ignorance. The existence is emptiness, its substance cannot be ever known. Experiencer is pure like an infant child, who is simply experiencing everything as it is, without any preconceived notions, beliefs etc.

After knowing everything, I know nothing, this may be called as agnostic. 

Theory of evolution does not tells us what is evolving. 

5) Time is an illusion. Without change there is no illusion of time, and for change to happen, it needs time. The existence is not in time, it is timelessness, it is eternal. Eternal means there is no time. Since it is timeless, it is changeless also. Whatever is appearing is only an illusion, a potential which is not in time or space.

Time and space are not fundamental. Change is an illusory event that never happened, which only appears to be happening.  Change is perceived in a timeless manner, simply by putting together potential of two memories. It is comparison of memories that happens in a timeless way. 

It may be said that distance between memories is distance between times, same is the case with space. Difference in memories is assumed to be duration or space. Because of difference, the memory of childhood appears to be far away as compared to memory of last year. There is no real difference or change that has happened in memories. 

6) Whatever appears has no ground, it has dependent existence, it cannot be seen as independent reality. It depends on so many things. In the non duality, the duality concepts like truth - false, good - bad etc. are not applicable. 

The existence is everything. In non duality it is said that existence is not true, existence is not false; there is absence of truth there and there is absence of false. Contemplate on this, your intellect will stop here. 

Truth cannot be known, it is complete emptiness. We say experiencer is truth, but we cannot know it, because knowledge is always of illusion. 

Don't run after truth. It is useful in seeking, in providing answers, but there is no such thing as true and false in the existence. Existence is not divided like that, it is already complete, already perfect, it lacks nothing. It is empty and that is why it is perfect, only empty can be perfect.

When perspectives, opinions, true and false are given up, it is perfect. Abandoning true and false will take you to non duality. True and false are simply opinions. Accept and surrender, only then seeking will end.

7) The experiencer is unchanging, that which is seen before sleep is also seen after sleep. It is illogical to believe that experiencer changed during the sleep. 

A lazy mind assumes things, a working mind gets the evidence. 

Deep sleep is only a change of the state, change in the mind. Deep sleep is the most active state for the causal body. It is comparison of memory, and if there is too much change, we say lot of time has passed. Sleeping state is more closer to reality.

8) Non duality is not going to get rid of illusion. All there is experiencing only, where experience and experiencer are merged. Although it appears as dual state, but know that you are always in experiencing state. You accept the illusion and function there, it is not bad. Let these things happen in the background of non duality. 

All states are here and now. Everyday life is spiritual only, it is all me only. Why to even divide it as spiritual and non spiritual activities, it is all me.

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Q&A 89, 13 Jun 21 some key points.

1) You are born pure without any knowledge or ignorance. The biggest reason of ignorance is indoctrination and beliefs. Society feed you the ignorance and there are people in society itself who clear the ignorance. With removal of ignorance, you become pure and innocent like a child once again.

Being is important, knowing is only a means to get there. Move mentally away from society and get closer to guru and other seekers, who have less ignorance. Take refuge there. Then you play the game, just like a child. All sufferings are only because of ignorance. 

The progress is happening, but there is no one doing it. The spirituality was there even before the human. 

2) Memory works on association with something interesting, like story, song etc., and if the links or connections are formed in the memory, then recall is very easy. Ancient people stitched the teachings in the story. If you want to preserve the knowledge, then spread the knowledge.

3) Shaivism has converted the teachings of non duality into poetic story of Shiva (experiencer, emptiness) and Shakti (experiences, energy, creation, maya). God is called feminine because normally God is seen as creator. 

Shiva is pure consciousness, he is not creating anything. When the Shakti, who is the creator, merges into Shiva, the creation is gone, nothing remains. The truth cannot be destroyed, because whatever appears is illusion only. It is only that the illusion, the creation, dissolves back into Shiva, which is emptiness.

The merging does not happens in reality, because Shakti never left Shiva. That which is unseen, completely black is Shiva, which is me, I am that. Shakti is the manifested qualities, the play of Shiva. 

Most of the existence and majority of life has no gender, only very few creatures, who have spinal cord, have gender. 

4) The dreams change very fast, so we call them as unreal. Assuming that while someone is sleeping, we fast forward the time in the physical world, it will also appear same as dream. 

Physical world is just slow changing dream. Fast and slow is relative, because it is only memory. Waking state and dreaming state are same, there is no difference between these two states.

5) If we cannot find any experience that is not changing, that means that which is changing can only be experienced. 

We notice change only by comparing it with earlier memory. If the previous memory is erased, the change cannot be noticed. That is how all that changes is experienced and all that changes or is experienced is memory. 

Change and memory are not one after other, they are together. For convenience we assume that there is potential in memory and as change happens impressions are again formed in it. It is just a constructed theory, because everything appears at the same time. The experience and the memory are always together.

Sometimes we say experiences are of the memory and sometimes it is said that experiences are making impressions in the memory. The memory and the experience are one. What we find is direct experiences and memory of it. 

Path of knowledge is a tradition having its roots thousands of years back. 

6) Sense organs are also patterns in the memory, it is like transducer. It changes one pattern into another form or more abstract pattern or signal. Second part is the storage of signals in the memory. Third part is where the perceptions occur. For better understanding we can reverse the order and start from perception to objects.

Senses are like gates, they only allow a tiny part of patterns to flow. The senses are measuring what is out there. Its like some hardware and software program that converts the signals coming from hard disk into something else, into computer screen which we can understand.

The change that is outside is converted by senses into another change, which is more meaningful and can be preserved for longer duration. But everything is just a tiny part of one big memory. 

We may call world as greater memory and individual as local memory. We don't perceive the world, we perceive the local memory only. That is why we have limited and unique experiences. 

Only that which is organized is filtered through the senses, and only that which corresponds or is associated with our previous knowledge is retained, rest is just forgotten very quickly. Like, you may hear, but you will not be able to recollect foreign language.

There is a need to find meaning and retention is due to the need for survival. 

7) There is nothing out there, or there is nothing in, it is all here, it is all zero dimension. At the level of non duality, 'in' and 'out' is an illusion, there is just 'you' where this play is happening. Vibrations, patterns etc. are theories to explain about what is appearing as illusion. 

Local memory is selective, it retains only tiny part of information which is systematic, organised and which is necessary for survival, from the vast existence and possibilities. 

There are no boundaries in the experiencer, there are boundaries in the memory which are needed for survival.

Wake up from the waking state, then you will realise what you are. 

Don't pay attention to that which is distracting, only then you will be able to learn something. We dive into sea of illusion and then come up. The only way to get out of illusion is to wake up and see what is your true nature. 

8) Know the fundamentals, the core of the teachings, the rest will reveal itself. 

If guru is at very high pedestal, then people start worshiping the guru, rather then listening to him. So guru comes down like an ordinary person, so that people start listening to him. If the guru becomes fancy, he may start attracting fancy crowd which has nothing to do with spirituality.

The purpose of non dual teachings is that it gives you the ultimate truth, or shows you what you are, so that you be that what you really are. You are not the person or mind, drop the person, what remains is whole, and that is you.

Person is the knot, non duality untangle this knot. Be natural when you interact with people.  Sometime you just need to act like you are playing some role in front of camera. 

Gita is like a instruction manual, all type of knowledge is available in it. It is like encyclopedia of spirituality. 

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The student is initially a copy of guru, then he develops a personality of his own. 

There are several great teachers, saints, like sapt rishis, Gaudpaad, Shankracharya, Avdhoot, Gyaneshwar, Raman Maharishi, Nisargdatta Maharaj, Vivekananda, Ramkrishna Paramhansa, Chnimayananda, Balsekar, J Krishnamurthy, Ishwar Puri etc.

In next ten years several teachers from India will emerge in internet. Start speaking, announce your presence and everything will be done for you. 

Only Ashu has completed step number seven and he is now expressing very nicely. This is in tradition that Guru prepares a few brilliant students and they become the lineage. (1.04). 

Help those who shows the quality of the seeker, those needs to be picked up. Guru is just looking for the one person, not just any random person. 

Guru field is very active these days, because Gurufield has seen the potential here. I don't do anything, I only follow the command of Gurufield. 

The death of Krishna and start of kalyug is on the same day. I recently got a download from Gurufield on how to do the bhakti.

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Satsang 16 Jun 21, few key points.

1) Waking, dreaming and projected states are same, there is no difference between them. We can also say that there is only sleep and dreaming. And finally, dreaming is happening on the background of sleep, dreams come and go, on the sleeping state, bubbles of the dreams are formed.

Universal memory is in permanent state of sleep or bliss, and waking, dreaming and projected states are just disturbances on it. 

Human birth is precious for getting knowledge and being in awareness, there is perfect balance between stability and impermanence. 

I am always beyond the illusion, so there is no need to do anything to go beyond illusion. Even when you know that it is a movie, the movie does not stops.

It is always unlimited, all appearances of limitations is an illusion. I believe that I am limited is only because of ignorance.

2) As soon as ignorance ends, the knowledge also ends. You start seeing things as they are.

In the non dual state of experiencing, the experience is merged in the experiencer, there are no two. This is your state right now right here, the state of dynamic being. 

3) Without experiencer nothing can be said about existence, what exists or what does not exists. We need the experiencer to know the illusion also. We may say that the essence of existence is experiencer. 

The moon is already not there, after seeing also the moon is not there. It is an illusion. It does not mean that I bring the moon into existence by looking in that direction. It still remains the illusion, even when I am looking at it. 

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Now it is important to abide in the knowledge, live in the knowledge, abide in awareness of your true nature and also know that there is nobody who is abiding in knowledge. 

Now no more listening, no more writing, drop everything, just be the witness. If small things are not yet known, don't worry about it, you will know them as and when, they are required to be known.

Cultivate the awareness in the waking state, other states are identical, so it is optional to do experiments in other states.

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Q&A 90, 20 June 21 some key points.

1) You need to realise that your true nature is not perishable. Your nature is to accept not to control. The survival process of body mind structure is also perfect. No 'body' survives here, so it is ok. Nothing happens to the empty witness, which cannot be harmed. 

2) By cultivating, awareness of experiencer can be maintained unbroken in waking, dreaming, projected and deep sleep, and this is called turiya state. 

You can even extend the awareness after death. If it is not extended then, your absence means there is nobody to witness, nobody to know. The awareness that I am absent is impossible.

The experiencer does not change, it remains the same in the state of waking, dreaming or sleeping. There may not be memory of it, but that does not mean that experiencer has changed. 

That which is unchanging remains unchanging. Body mind, time, space are illusory because they change, if the speed of change is increased, nothing will be registered in memory.

That which is illusory cannot affect that which is real, like pictures cannot affect the screen. 

Existence itself is the experiencer, existence has the ability to experience the illusion. When you sleep, the existence is experiencing through other points of view. It is like a watchman watching several cameras on a TV screen.

In order to experience the absence, the presence of experiencer is required.

That which went to sleep wakes up then it was always there. All worries are simply impurities due to conditioning.

In the path of knowledge, you can get all the answers to all your questions which can be verified by direct experience and logic. 

3) Whatever is, can be divided into experiencer and experiences, and they are one, and this is the whole existence. It is only a series of illusory changing experiences being experienced by the experiencer. This is all that is, there is nothing more.

We can only say that existence is there, and it is eternal and infinite, and it is unknowable. If we see things as they are, it is very simple, ignorance is complex. 

God simply means pure emptiness, like an unborn baby, and I am that. I do not need to know what I am, I just need to be that. First get the knowledge and then drop the knowledge.

4) The path of knowledge contains non duality and parts of Sankhya, Buddhism, and modern science.

Drop the impurity and what is left is only bliss. To be blissful is ordinary, it is your very nature.

Train and discipline your intellect and your life will become simple. Wise men doesn't think too much, for them everything is already solved.

5) By looking at the experiences or appearances, you can know about what is existence, this is the direct way. 

When all there is, that can be experienced is the dream, some philosophies say that it is not false. It is also said truth and false are indescribable. 

Stick to the criteria of truth as defined in the non duality, it will take you to the ultimate. Forget about that which is both true and false, i.e., maya or illusions. 

Everything that changes is false, only this criteria will take you to yourself, to your true nature. Otherwise you may get lost in the sea of delusions, your search will never end.

When you look at the essence after knowing all experiences are false, you find the essence is empty. 

6) Everything is just happening on its own, there is nothing to do in life, since there is no doer. You are simply witnessing, nothing is lost in self realisation and nothing is gained. It is ordinary.

Some practices makes the body so sensitive that whatever goes on in mind shows up in the body instantly.

After you have got the self knowledge, do that what you love the most. 

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Q&A 91, 24 June 21 some key points.

1) You will never see the memory, you will only see the activity, which will appear as various experiences. 

When we sleep, the activities of waking states drop, but the activities of other states gets activated. 

You can go to sleep, but coming out of sleep is not a voluntary process.

There is nothing else in existence apart from experiencing, the dynamic presence. Experiencing is your current state, you don't need to do something to get into it, because you are the existence. 

You are 'no mind', you are the mind and you are everything in between. You are in all the states, the states come and go, you don't come and go. I am not the state, I am the witness of all the states that come and go. All the states are illusory, they appear like bubble on the state of sleep. Finally there is only one state, which is called turiya, which is your real state.

2) Experiencer is eternal, means it is not in time. Memory is immortal, because it is not destroyed, it only changes forever. There are only infinite potential in the existence and the potential keeps appearing as the memory, as vibrations.

After knowledge only the ignorance is destroyed that maya is real. Simply by knowing illusion as illusion, ignorance is destroyed. 

The physical body in the world is not produced by the causal body, the causal body attaches with the physical body. 

Only a small fraction of that happens in your life can be attributed to past life's impressions, rest is just accidental.

3) Whatever happens in awareness is always right. You are already whole and complete, you are already free, there is no doer, so there is nothing that needs to be done. Whatever is happening is just happening like a dream, nothing important is happening here.

If something is important, it will automatically happen, because there is no time, it has already happened. There is nothing here which has not already happened. 

Knowing this act in the world as if it is real, in the maya become the maya. In the dream, play the role of dream character, but with awareness that it is just a dream.

4) When there is awareness in all the states, that is turiya, and you are always beyond all the states.

You will not get any knowledge from the word, you will get knowledge from the experience, then you may give it any name that you want.

5) Manifestation happens according to your choice of measurement. Perception is subjective. Perception is reaction to whatever is being measured through the senses.

There is no past life, no future life, and no present life, it is only series of dreams. You are creating your dreams, so anything is possible in dreams. Nothing will teach you more about maya, other then the direct experience of it. Path of knowledge terminates in occult. That is the application of the knowledge. 

Surrender and accept the illusion as illusion, like you accept the movies, computer games etc. Knowing the maya as illusion in the waking state, there is no need to know what happened in past lives etc. When even the causal body is not me, then there is no need to know every detail about it. Everything is perfect as it is. Those who want the knowledge, they will get it.

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Q&A 92, 27 June 21 some key points.

1) It is contradictory to say that I have gained knowledge and also that there is something wrong with me. 

At the time of disturbance awareness may go, but it will come back at the time of peace, hold onto it and abide there when it comes back.

There is nothing wrong if person gets caught up in the illusion, just accept the world, the illusion, the person etc., be a witness to this dream, this happening. I am not the human being, I am the witness of human.

Just hold the strong intention that I want to be in the awareness, no matter what. But don't try to control what is happening in the world. There may be some control on what is being done, but there is no control on the consequences of the actions.

When awareness is there, you will realise that nothing is really happening, and there is full control. Whatever is necessary will happen, and whatever is not necessary will not happen. There is nobody to decide what should I do.

The ego way of living is resisting or clinging, trying to control everything. The living in awareness is that whatever happens I am a witness to it, whatever is essential will happen and there is full acceptance of consequences. 

There is no need to beat yourself that I am not it awareness, that is another form of mental activity. With time it will happen that, whenever there is the need to be aware, the awareness will be there. Don't make awareness a big deal, just have spiritual intention that let there be awareness when I need it most, that is sufficient, that is all you need.

Awareness will not arise with effort and it will not arise, if you are very lazy. Cultivate the habit of being in awareness, without depending on any external means. 

2) Experiencer is that part of existence, which is not experienced, but it is always there. The whole existence is like this, it cannot be experienced, only the illusions appears to us as experiences, not the existence.

The whole of occult is based on spiritual intention and it gets supported by imagination, sound, rituals etc. Always remember, you are the existence, you are the Brhmn, you can create anything. Spiritual intention is the key.

3) If some action happens in awareness, you feel light, it will not appear like a burden, even if it is some small things that you don't like to do. In awareness, there is no resistance nor any kind of expectation, it is like being a child.

As soon as the ego gets attached that I am the doer, I have done this etc., then impressions gets accumulated in the individual account, otherwise it is in the account of the universe. 

In the path of devotion, it is believed that everything is being done by God and even all fruits are being absorbed by God, they are not mine, I don't even wish anything. Whatever is your wish, let it happen, this is devotional path. 

When there is acceptance and awareness, the individual account or impressions starts diminishing. Therefore, the fruits of the actions will start manifesting very quickly, because the account is almost empty.

4) As long as there is attachment with the body, the person, and you are looking from the point of view of the individual, the awareness that 'I am the existence or that there is only one experiencer and I am experiencing everything', will not happen. When everything or whole is experienced at once, what will be experienced will be only emptiness, only I or blankness.

On path of knowledge, occult is used to gain knowledge. We may try occult by having a spiritual intention and it needs to be kept secret.

There is planning, but there is nobody who is doing the planning. 

You may not see it or know it, but you are always in the state of bliss, which is your true nature. 

5) Natural state of existence is only Experiencing and it is not an action, nobody is doing it. Experiencing is your state right now, because you are the existence. This may also be called as sahaj samadhi. 

With the presence of modification it may be said as svikalpa samadhi, like a yogi who is always aware. And without the presence of modification it may be called as nirvikalpa samadhi, it is like deep sleep, but with awareness, when the awareness is turned to oneself and there is nothing else to look at.

When there is only one existence which is only one state, there is only one experiencer and there is only experiencing, then there is no need to worry about different types of samadhi etc. You are the existence and there is only experiencing, there is nothing else which is more important to be known.

The word kaivalya used in Patanjali yoga sutra is a better word then samadhi, which means oneness. It is just one dynamic presence, there is no you, no me, simply experiencing. The mental activity is very light. 

Like you are scared watching a horror movie in a dark room, and then suddenly the lights are switched on. You find it is just shadows and transparent pictures, it is not real. The heaviness is dropped, but the movie goes on.

In the presence of awareness, all the experiences merge into experiencing, it is only me that remains. 

You will never find the distance or time gap between the experiencer and the object, and in that instant you can be in experiencing, it is very simple. Just stop being what you are not, and you already are in samadhi, there is no practice involved here.

6) On the path of knowledge focus only on the goal of getting knowledge or removal of ignorance, and you will anyway get whatever is necessary, including the awareness in dreams or other states, experiences of different kinds etc. But that is not the goal. 

The knowledge that everything is one, I and you are one, there are no two, that is called unconditional love. 

There is deep satisfaction in knowing something and letting go of ignorance, it feels very light. 

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I have spiritual intentions like, nobody should be harmed by trying the practices told in program, anyone who does the experiments should get benefited and there is a secret intention for your protection.

If healing is to be done, have strong spiritual intention, keep it secret and do it only on yourself and not on others.

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Satsang, 1 July 21, some key points.

1) The vibration is faster in higher memory structures. From the point of view of causal body, the waking state is a dream, that happens for a few minutes.

Qualities are non essential part of the experiencer that can come and go, essence is the essential part. Like color on the cup is quality which can be changed, whereas essence is clay. Experiencer is devoid of any qualities.

The whole existence is devoid of qualities, whatever we see as qualities is an illusion. The illusion is also empty, so even the illusion is also devoid of any qualities. 

Waking state has the least amount of senses. Higher we go on layers, the number of senses increases. But only experience and experiencer is present in all the states, this is the most basic knowledge. 

2) Memory is nothing but a sea of vibrations. Vibration is non physical non mental structure, which is used as a model, to define memory. 

The vibration or memory is also part of existence and essence of existence is fundamentally unknowable. Here the intellect needs to be surrendered.

There can be different models to try to understand that, whose essence cannot be known. Like, we may say, change or vibration is fundamental and memory is made of vibrations. Or, there is a substance where information is stored which is memory, and comparison in the memories is change, and the whole of memory is an illusion.

We don't experience the vibrations or the memory, we only experience the irreducibles and there is one experiencer. This is only what is direct experience, rest is only theory or models to explain this phenomenon of experience. The experience, which is right now right here is fundamental, rest is just theory, an attempt to understand it.

Existence is emptiness and existence itself is appearing as experience. This is the most fundamental binary change or vibration between one and zero, i.e., appearing and emptiness.

3) Spiritual practice is for attaining spiritual goals, it is not useful to attain the worldly goals. 

Causal body is present right now right here in form of tendencies, preferences and desires, for which you don't find any apparent reason or cause. You can access the causal memory right now right here, you don't need the subtle body to access that. 

From the eyes of the wise man, all the evidence and knowledge of all the layers is available right now, right here. 

4) Any state is a set of particular type of experiences. 

Everyone is enlightened, they just don't know it. The goal on the path of knowledge is self knowledge, to realise who you are, not enlightenment. 

Detachment from the world is necessary to progress in any spiritual path. 

If you want to know something, it is better to ask the question, without assuming the answer, this is the quality of a seeker. The seeker never assumes anything. If you simply assume something, you may not know the real answer, but you are just augmenting the ignorance. 

5) The source of path of knowledge or non duality, is primarily Isha, Katho, Mandukya, and Kaivalya upnishads.

The knowledge that I am the experiencer is the awareness. If you know that there is experiencer right now, then there is awareness. 

The path of knowledge starts from ignorance and ends in agnosticism, that which is unknowable, and surrender.

There is nothing new in the entire universe, which is not in the program of path of knowledge. It covers everything that is knowable. 

6) Most common resistance in path of knowledge is, my job is important, my family is important, thinking, doing etc. is more important. In comparison, my life goal, that for which I am born is not that important. 

Its like, you are hungry and best quality lunch is served to you, and still you are searching for left overs in the trash bin. You are born to achieve freedom from ignorance, is there something more important in your life, then that for which you are born? 

When your desire to get knowledge gets first priority, then you will be successful. It should be like how badly you want fresh air, when you are holding breath under water.

The path of knowledge program is an attempt to give direction to the seekers who are lost, like a map to make you reach the destination quickly.

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Satsang, 4 July 21, some key points.

1) Existence, experiencing, awareness and bliss are synonyms, they are pointing to only one. Bliss simply means there is absence of any kind of activity, it is very very peaceful. There is no suffering, nor is there any happiness. Happiness is also an activity, which is illusory, which is just a reaction of the ego.

There are few flavors of happiness. Bodily pleasures, emotional fulfillment like praise, reward in intellectual knowing something, and finally it is peace of awareness, when you finally know your essence or your true nature. Bliss is not dependent on objects, body or people, it is just joy of being aware.

This peaceful bliss, first reflects in intellect when you know your true nature, with awakening, with awareness, and there are very few thoughts. Then this peace permeates to the level of emotions as pure unconditional love, it is joy in giving. Then the same bliss percolate down to the body level as restfulness, as tranquility or calmness. You catch that peace, in the company of peaceful person.

The awareness produces bliss, the bliss produces awareness. Even while the mind is running, cultivate the awareness of inner peace and bliss. The bliss amplifies the pleasure at different layers. Being what we naturally are is not accumulation, it is refinement or purification. It is like the view outside is better through the clear glass.

Bliss is a consequence of knowledge, knowing what you are. Bliss and surrender is the culmination of spiritual pursuits.

2) Perception happens through sense instruments, which gathers information. Sense organs are like transducers, which converts physical vibrations into finer electrical energy. The second part is nervous system which carries these signal to brain. The third part is local memory, where further processing, arrangement and actual perception happens.

The experiencer becomes the local memory so that it can experience itself. Experience happens in the form of irreducibles, which is me. The instrument picks up just non physical non mental vibrations and the output is me, the irreducibles and in between there are processes. The vibration is also me and the irreducible is also me. The perceptions depend on the instruments of perception.

3) Emptiness is not nothingness, it is unknowable and it cannot be perceived. Existence is always found as duality, as experiencer and experiences. Existence is emptiness, experiences are illusions and illusion by definition is empty, and experiencer does not have any qualities thus it is also empty. 

Intellect is the ability to process knowledge, and knowledge is based on illusory experiences, therefore intellect itself is illusion. The illusion cannot know what is real. 

The experiencer is in direct contact with experience, it doesn't need a process to know itself, the experiencer is the experience, there is no other way. This is beyond intellect, knowledge, or language; what remains is surrender. The intellect is silenced, when it encounters this extraordinary truth. 

4) Stay in awareness and let the mind complete its cycle, by seeing that it is not me, it is mental activities only. To stay in self is health. 

Mind does not know the difference between imagination and reality. Be the observer and let the mind play in awareness. If you are detached from the physical senses, then mind makes imagination also real. There is no difference between the world that you are sensing from physical senses and the world that mind can create, it is all only mental activity, it is all mind created.

The dreamer is dreaming, that is all what is happening. Experiencer is experiencing itself in illusory forms, this is the whole truth. The images are being formed of the self, out of the self. What you think as real, is actually an imagination. Creation of the dream, out of nothing, that is all what is going on.

We are in collective dream, but we think that this is true, that is ignorance. If you take it as a play, then life is bliss.

5) Only love goes beyond intellect, your logic will not take you to the union with the divine. Logic clears the hurdle for the union. When you don't see the other as separate from you, that is unconditional love. The divine is in love with itself, because there is nothing else to love. 

We are experiencing the separation without being separate. Lust is the physical expression of the love that 'I am'. Unfulfilled desires may force you to take birth again. 

6) Surrender and acceptance are one and same thing. We surrender the things which we have accumulated as me or mine. When we let go of these, then we stay with the essence. We accept the illusion also as me. All this can happen only with grace. 

There are some person who are spiritual, but they keep on searching, they want to get away from illusion, it is because of non acceptance. It is because they are not looking at grace, which is ever raining, only that they are holding the umbrella and don't want to get wet in grace. 

When you reach the peak of knowledge, you surrender. And when you see the illusion, you accept. Experiencer does not discard any experience, this is acceptance. Whereas, the ego does not want to accept or surrender. 

Grace is simply the event, in the form of appearance of the Guru. Your own experience is the evidence of grace, others experience can only be an inspiration. 

7) Narrowing the attention or exclusive meditation, is done to train the attention, to discipline it, to fix the attention on any single object. Like, say any external object, sensation, touch, breathing, emotion, imagination of some picture etc., you train this attention to move from gross to subtle.

Once you master the exclusive attention, then you broaden it, which is inclusive meditation or inclusive awareness. This is possible only with self realisation, under the guidance of Guru. Inclusive attention takes you to inclusive awareness of everything or oneness, which is also called experiencing or samadhi.

Guru clears the doubts, gives the practices and corrects the mistakes, the course correction, then only the practices yield results. Guru does not only gives you knowledge, he makes you the Guru. It is same energy of procreation which is directed towards spiritual activities.

8) There are many local memories, but the experiencer is one. All the memories are connected and it is called universal memory. The local memory has happened only due to necessity of survival, which is possible by limiting the experience, to have some meaningful experience. 

Time appears in memory, you are not in time, and so timelessness means already there is no limitation. For you limitation, freedom etc., everything has already happened.

If you are not having limited experiences in the waking state to the extent that senses are giving the information, you will not be able to survive. And this limitation is also only momentary. 

Knowledge is accepting the limited experience, the illusion, while fully knowing I am the infinite and unlimited. Don't give too much importance to what the ego is saying, verify it by direct experience and logic, while using criteria of truth. 

Do the experiment yourself, of living in oneness. In the dreaming and projected states, the area of memory is bigger, and there is experience of oneness.

Even in the waking state only the experience is limited, and not the experiencer. Don't take the limitations of experiences, body, senses, mind etc., as your limitations. Everything is already perfect, even being limited is perfect.

The limitations that intellect encounters turns into curiosity, which is a quality of seeker on path of knowledge. The path of knowledge is only to know, what I am not, what I am and what is illusion, there is nothing more to know. It is only self love, the love affair with my 'self', nothing else is happening here.

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Satsang, 8 July 21, some key points.

1) Everything comes from pure emptiness and then dissolves back into pure emptiness. Even while it appeared as illusory experiences, it still remained pure emptiness. Or we can say, it always remains as potential, it only appears as multi layered structure of memory as experience. 

Since it is only potential, there is no purpose, there is no evolution, as nothing is appearing, it is only potential even while it appears as real. This is beyond logic, it is simply unknowable.

2) No experience is being experienced through a process. There is no process that connects the experiencer and the experience, like there is no process that connects the waves to the ocean. Or the gold ring is just name and form and the substance is only gold. 

Similarly, the experience and the experiencer are one and same, there is no process that connects them with each other. When seen together, they are just Experiencing.

Human body is an ecosystem of microbes. 

The self realises itself, this creature doesn't know anything, it only knows survival. 

3) With detachment comes several qualities such as dropping expectations, unconditional love, selfless actions etc. Detachment means living in complete awareness, the separate self or ego is seen as it is. The ego is considering something as me or mine, which is not me nor mine. 

None of the desire is mine, they simply happen. Knowledge is the key and the good qualities develop on their own after knowing my true nature.

4) The illusion itself wants to get rid of illusion. The illusion cannot get out of the illusion by thinking that I am out of the illusion. Liberation from illusion is not achieved by effort, because effort itself is the illusion. 

Drop the unresolved issues, right now in this birth. There are ways to fulfill desires even without doing any action, like in the dream state.

With awareness comes the dis-identification from the past impressions, that they are not me nor mine. If the light of awareness is on the actions, then if they are necessary they will happen, if it is not necessary it will be dropped. 

Ethical and unethical are also irrelevant for aware person. That which is necessary is ethical. Actions happen without the identification. Dis-identification will set you free to do what is necessary from moment to moment. 

5) There is a difference between addictions (vysn) and desires (vasna). The desire is a desirable thing, whereas the addiction is not desirable even for the person who is addicted. Addiction is a compulsion, an affliction, desire is not a compulsion nor an affliction.

If fulfilling of desires seems like an affliction, then that is the time to stop. All the addictions are mental diseases. The mechanism of reward and punishment has gone wrong in case of addictions. If some action is repeated again and again, not because it is necessary but to get the reward, then it becomes an addiction. 

Whenever there is some addictive tendency in the memory, bring it in the light of awareness. Just witness it with full awareness that this is trying to get the reward for no reason at all, and therefore stop it. 

Awareness is the key to all the mental afflictions. With awareness, the seeker can rise above the mechanical process of reward and punishment. This gives you lot of freedom. 

6) There is no death, there is only life. 

Light of awareness takes you to the goal of happiness and freedom. Fulfillment of desires in the worldly pursuits doesn't make you happy and free, that keeps you trapped in the world.  We are not born to be spiritual, we are born to fulfill our desires and be free. If awareness is not bringing happiness and freedom, then don't pursue it either.

7) Throw the past, don't try to erase it, it was never yours, you are already free.

Look at yourself, get rid of ignorance, be disinterested in what others are doing. Only use of human life is to get rid of human life.

Qualities can come and go, nature remains the same, it does not come and go. Bliss is our nature, it is not a quality of experiencer. Bliss is another name for emptiness. Experiencer does not have any qualities anyway. 

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Satsang, 11 July 21, some key points.

1) Spirituality is not any random adventure. Any practice should only be done as advised by the Guru and for attaining some specific purpose or goal. Practices can only clear the hurdles, for enabling us to see the truth which is already here. There are no practices on the path of knowledge, the real knowledge is where you are.

Mind divides the one existence into two, the experiencer and the experiences. We may say that essence of the pot is clay, and that name and form to the pot is just given by the mind, it is only one substance there, which is clay. An unconditioned mind will only see the pot as clay, like a child.

Similarly, none of the experience has independent existence, they are ever changing and illusory. Even the experiencer has no substance, it is simply witnessing, it is pure emptiness. Nothing remains of the experience once it is gone and there are no qualities in the experiencer. 

You cannot be sure or certain of anything else, no proof is needed to know that you are the experiencer, because you are that. This is the ultimate truth. When we discard what is changing and come to essence, that is non duality, it is just emptiness, it doesn't have any qualities so it cannot be grasped by mind as an experience. 

Existence is experiencing itself as illusory forms, this is the whole of truth, of all the paths.

2) There is no such thing as space, it is only the absence, we cannot experience space, we only experience objects. Like a hole in the paper is experienced as absence of paper, where mind was expecting paper. Space is only a concept. The electron does not travel from one orbit to other, it simply appears in other orbit. 

There are no objects, there is no space, there is no collapsing if the space is removed. It is only in memory, it is only an illusion. Like there is no space between the character and the background scene in a movie, but it appears as if there is space or distance there, it is only appearances on the flat unchanging screen. All perceptions are only illusion. 

Illusion of space is a creation of the perception, like in the mirror, in the dream, computer game etc. 

There is no concept of space and time in Sankhya philosophy. There is illusion of space and time on the computer game, but there is no space or time in the source code or software, which creates the game on the screen. Space is simulated by your memory.

3) The confusion happens if ignorance is mixed with knowledge. First listen, contemplate, look for the answer yourself, before you ask the question. 

Experiment, apply logic, use technology of mind to create you own world and fulfill your desires. 

After realising the nature of our true self, the silence of the silent one, which is experiencer, it starts to affect different layers of memory, mind, body and the world, the surroundings as well. Talking unnecessary on useless topics is a disease, abiding in silence is our natural state.

Even if there are clutter of physical objects around you, it is a form of visual noise. Silence, peace and joy percolate in everything that you do. Refinement in everything happens with awareness, because the silent one takes the charge. Cure yourself first, there is no need to reform other people or the world.

4) The maya has two powers at the same time, which is it conceals or hides and manifestation or projection. Maya hides the reality and projects it as something else. When you figure out the maya, you can please it, otherwise you are a slave of maya. If she is pleased, she will give you various powers. 

What is the need to come and physically meet, project your astral body and we can meet, it will bear a close resemblance of real meeting. All exotic experiences are completely unnecessary after a while. Guru's intention can make a big change in your life and in success in spiritual pursuits.

5) Impurities appear as mental noise, in the voice and in the behaviour. Purification shows up as silence.

If you are living a simple and pure life dedicated to spirituality and truth, no black magic can affect you. 

Guidance is easy, walking is difficult. Knowing the path is different then walking on the path. Doing job, maintaining body, earning money, having relations etc., cannot be your goal in life, go deep into your heart to find out what is your real goal in your life, why you are born, then adopt the right path that takes you there.

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Satsang, 15 July 21 some key points.

1) If you see signs of ignorance in someone just stay away, they are not going to become knowledgeable,  simply because you tell them that you are ignorant. Do not try to fix the ignorance in other people, it will be futile, unless they ask for guidance. 

Ignorant person doesn't even know that I am ignorant. Seeing your ignorance is the end of ignorance and Guru shows you your ignorance. 

2) All memory is an illusion, and I am not the memory, because I am not even able to recall 90% of whatever that happened in my life. 

We don't experience the vibrations, we experience the irreducibles, which is the form taken by existence. The true nature of existence is never experienced, because it is empty, it is infinite potential, but you can be it. Just recognise, I am already that eternally. Whatever is appearing is only an illusion, which is neither me nor the actual existence. 

Existence can be defined as emptiness with infinite potential and it is witnessing itself as illusory experiences, as name and forms. The pot does not have independent existence without clay. The substance of the pot is clay, which has the potential to appear in numerous forms and names. 

Pot does not exist, it is clay which has taken the form, when you see or touch, you see or touch clay not the pot. Form and substance exists together, in same way, experience and the experiencer they appear together. 

When we try to find the essence of experience which is form, we find there is only experiencer, and the experiencer does not have any qualities, so the essence of the experiencer is emptiness, which is same as existence. Therefore, the essence of experience and the experiencer is existence, which is same as emptiness.

Nothing else is seen of the experience, but only the experiencer, when experience comes and goes what remains is the experiencer.

Before the pot took shape, it was clay, after pot is broken it is again clay, when it is pot it is still only clay. Therefore pot does not exist independently, it only has dependent existence, it is clay only that appears as pot. Similarly, before experience is emptiness, after experience is emptiness, so even when there is experience it is only emptiness, experience is only an illusion.

Tomato is made of soil water and air, after a while it dissolves back into soil water and air, so while it appears as tomato, it is only soil water and air, tomato never existed. And the soil, water and air are nothing but carbon, hydrogen and nitrogen, which is nothing but vibrating patterns of energy, that is, they are empty, it is only illusion. Your body is made up of what you eat, so your body is also an illusion, your whole life is an illusion.

The body mind is an illusion, which appears for a while; what was, what is and that which will remain is only emptiness. If we speed up the process of rottenning of tomato, it will be seen as an illusion.

Dream is a illusion which you realise after you wake up, similarly the waking state is also an illusion. It is the mind or the memory that changes, not the tomato or the spoon. 

3) You are the emptiness, be the emptiness, being is more important then knowing. Realise that I am the emptiness, I am the experiencer. I am the light illuminating all the experiences.

All you gain in path of knowledge is negative knowledge, that is, whatever I believed was wrong. Nothing is gained, only ignorance is cleared. The existence, experiencer, experiences are all 'self evident', they are so fundamental that they don't need a proof.

4) That which is changing is illusion, the memory is also illusion, so the concept of time is triple illusion. 

The memory cannot be erased, that which is not there cannot be destroyed. If you try to find, you will not find anything called ego or the person, so how can it be destroyed. That which is not me and not mine, what is the need to erase it, the experiencer is not affected by anything that goes on in the memory structure.

5) The whole of experience is an illusion or a dream, but there is no one who is dreaming. The character appearing in the dream does not know who is dreaming it. When you wake up, you say I was dreaming, which is not true. I is a false claim for something which just happened. There is no separate individual. 

Ego is the creation of the mind, there is no dreamer. Even the waking state is not anybody's state, it is just a state. 

6) A aware wise person never gets hurt, he only witnesses that some emotions have come. He will not act impulsively, he will act only if it is necessary. 

Awareness is the key, it will control all the layers, including thoughts, desires, emotions, intellect, actions, body etc. Without awareness there is no control over these layers. A life without control is simply like a machine running wildly, it is like zombies, like walking dead. Only after you realise who you are, anyone can be called as human, or God, I am that. Only the Guru can rescue you, can take you beyond the illusion. 

7) Whatever you give importance will make impression and will have karmic consequences. The seeker lives in this world without having any attachments and therefore be remains unaffected by the world. The seeker should be in the world, but not be of the world. Whatever you do, do it with complete detachment, take it as a play, don't become very serious. 

Let nothing sticks to you. The way to clean up, if something is struck, is forgiveness, donation and service. Forgiving is the most important aspect because most deep impressions are formed because of your relations. Forgive and forget is the key. Even if there is a faint memory, but that will not produce any emotion, that means you have really forgiven. 

In relations normally, the love turns into indifference and then into hate. Be detached, even forgive yourself. Let there be no sticking, no obsession, no clinging, no negativity, no worry, towards any relation. It is, as if that person is not there, was never there. 

Only someone who has realised his true nature, he is able to forgive, because he knows that I know everyone else is only my form. You are me and I am you, then there cannot be any kind of attachment, then there is no ego and there is nothing even to forgive. This is real forgiving. 

8) If there is no doer, then there are no consequences of actions. So all the past impressions are wiped out, in a second. Look at the doer, that it is not there, it cures everything in an instant. This is also called as self realisation. Attachment is the cause of suffering, and with this realisation that there is no doer, this is the end of suffering. The end of doer is the end of suffering.

If the best of teaching is given for free, many will not realise its true value.

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Satsang, 18 July 21 some key points.

1) When there is awareness all the states become more interesting and have a new meaning. Experiencer never changes, the states of the mind changes. 

People are perceptions, people do not perceive. Existence is knowing itself as limited and illusory experiences. After you have got self knowledge, the job of intellect is over. 

Stories and characters in the scriptures are not that important, understand the message that is being conveyed through them.

2) Only Shakti is creating and she is destroying, that is the only active principle in the whole of universe. Memory is the only manifestation.

Start with a clean slate, look at your own experience, apply logic to gain the direct knowledge. Just use the means of knowledge and apply the criteria of truth and you will know the essence of whatever is written in scriptures.

There is no point in asking imaginary questions, it is better to ask something which is related to your direct experience. 

3) Don't try to fix the world, it is not worth it. Preserve the essence of knowledge and distribute it to those who are interested. Don't wait for the times to change, get the knowledge and move out of here. 

Your everyday experience is the ultimate, the experiencer is always witnessing everything here and now. Your current experience is already exotic, what is the use in running after experiences of other states. When you know that all the experiences are false, then there is no point is running after different experiences.

Those who do not understand the ultimate, for them there are other paths. Shift that position of 'I' to the experiencer, then you are always in meditation. The effort to make the mind meditate is of no use. 

The bitter truth makes you wakes up from your slumber.

4) Even doing good actions are a trap, they will bound you to the group, tribe, family, country etc. We want good experience and truth, we don't want the bondage. If you want, make a bond with the spirituality, make a spiritual intention that, let me be born in spiritual family and spiritual environment conducive for following path of knowledge.

Even better spiritual intention is that let there be no human birth again, if required, let me be born with awareness.

It is better not to do anything under compulsion. If something is unavoidable, do it with full awareness and detachment.

On path of knowledge, there may be bitter truth, but it is like surgery you are cured of the disease. That path is right for you where, you are blissful, awareness is increasing and you are getting answers to your questions.

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Satsang, 22 July 21 some key points.

1) Truth is self evident, you don't need to search truth, you don't need any evidence to prove the truth. You have pre-conceived notions, beliefs and that is why you cannot see that which is in front of you. 

After self knowledge you become innocent, but with full maturity, it is complete freedom and bliss.

2) What is important is know your essence, rest all is not that important. You are the existence, you are the highest, all the forms appears here momentarily, they are not important. 

Spirituality is not an escape from the world, it is transcending the world. I am everything and there is nothing to know about me, but I can 'be' everything. 

3) Guru desires that everybody gets the self knowledge. It is like one lamps lights the other lamp. Burn down your ignorance, your attachments, Guru has already done that, you need to follow him.

You are the existence, now there is nothing more that you can find out, this is the end of seeking. An intelligent person do not need too much of evidence, he just needs hints only to know the basic knowledge. 

The Gurufield makes you complete in every way. 

4) Engage with the world only to the extent that your needs are fulfilled, in rest of the time follow your spiritual practices. You need to be a good actor to survive in the world, act as if you are like a worldly person. 

When you walk on the path of knowledge, the evolution gets speeded up. There will be changes, resistance etc. which will be temporary, knowing this will help the journey become more smooth. Changes in the layered structure of memory will appear as symptoms, which can be removed by purification practices.

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Satsang, 25 July 21 some key points.

1) Oneness only means that there are no two, the difference between experiences and experiencer is only created by the mind. I am appearing to myself in infinite possible forms. 

Our experiences are timeless, they always happen in present moment. Maya is the best director in the universe. I am the only witness of this show, this is all created for me. 

2) The only reality is experiencer, all the experiences, all the states etc. are unreal. They all leave the impression in the memory. The tiger in the dream cannot kill you, nor can you eat a tomato that is there in your memory. Everything is in memory and therefore everything is unreal. All the events are in the memory, whole of the life is in memory and the whole of it is false.

Your life is happening here and now. If you are living in memory of the events that happened in the past, that is not the reality, that is fake. These are called karmic impressions, the radiation from memory are desires, or the memory produces impulses of desires. Realise that memory is not me, nor mine. Future also is projection of memory only. 

Present moment is not a small moment in time, it is also memory. Whatever is moving is an illusion. I am timeless, I am eternal, I am not illusion. This is real life, everything else is passing memories, a dream. The essence of existence is that there is a experiencer and there are a series of dreams, there is no other reality.

You think that world is eternal and I come and go, whereas, the truth is that you the experiencer are eternal, timeless and everything else comes and goes. And it is already gone, it is already as good as not existing, because it is impermanent, it is changing, it is flowing dream, it is all illusion. 

Maya reverses the picture upside down. You need to reverse the picture, that is called as living in the knowledge or being aware of what this is or live in awareness all the time. Awareness is not in the past, it is not of the past also, it is of the present, come back to the present moment, that is where everything is, that is where the reality is. 

I exist only here and now, I do not exist anywhere else, they are all memories, they are all illusions. This is called awareness, it is blissful now. Creature is struggling which is part of the movie, let it play its role. Maya is directing the movie, she knows how to direct, we don't. There is no knowledge in the experiencer, it is pure innocence. 

3) Meaning is assigned to events and concepts based on their utility in survival. As soon as they are not related to survival, they are meaningless. 

The creature is an illusion, there is no free will, there is willing, but there is no one who wills. 

Anything that is done in awareness is meaningful, is purposeful and has some value. 

Let go of the things which are unnecessary, then you get more time to engage for attaining spiritual goals. Everything is so peaceful and relaxed for wise person, even while he is engaged in many activities. 

Thoughts are illusion, it is the ripple of the actions. The desires turns into actions and they produce the ripples of thoughts. Being is more important then thinking. 

Attach a new memory to any old negative memory, which turns it into positive. Which is also called forgiving, it heals the mind. 

4) By remaining in awareness, transformation and refinement will start happening in other layers of memory. 

There is no boundary between experience and experiencer, it is one continuous field of experiencing, and it is all emptiness. 

First see that the nature of the experiences is all illusion and false, second become aware of your true nature that I am the experiencer, and third see that experience is also the experiencer there are no boundaries there is no division between them. 

This is the way to reach oneness. Just like there is no division or separation between the clay and the pot, gold and the ornament or ocean and the wave. Name and form is non-essential, it keeps on changing, but it is always found with the essential substrate. 

Knowledge of experiences, experiencer and existence or experiencing, is called awareness, or remembrance, or awakening.

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Satsang, 29 July 21 some key points.

1) Assumptions normally lead to useless actions. Layers, vibrations etc. are also assumptions which are based on some logic.

Abiding in the witness state is also called as awareness. 

It is not right to say that there are no experiences in deep sleep, yes we can say that there is no memory of it. Even the memory of waking state is forgotten very quickly. 

2) Guru gives words to your own experience. 

There is no creator and there is no creation also. 

If you think I am doing it, then the whole life is a struggle, because it will not happen according to your wants. Investigate the doer and you will never find the doer. Whatever is governing itself is not human intelligence, it is happening by itself, we should not project human intelligence on it.

3) Whatever is appearing in front of experiencer is experience, it is only an appearance, it is an illusion, or maya. 

Whatever you assume is your reality, that is delusion. Illusion is something that will not go away, delusion is a disease which can be treated. Delusion can be that lot of money can make me happy. They may be comfortable, but they are not happy. Do not confuse between comfortable life and happiness. Life is either comfortable or uncomfortable, only experiencer is bliss.

Maya is that it is not that which it appears, it is something else and that is also me, that is also experiencer. 

There is no reality behind the illusion, so whatever is appearing right now is completely false, it is not like something else. Vibrations, patterns, memory are concepts only, whatever is in front of you cannot be known, it does not have any counterpart. The illusion is also empty.

4) There are only two things in the existence, there is experiencer and there are experiences. There is no third thing. I am not the experience, if I am the experience then who is looking at the experience. So, if I can see it then I am not it, and if it changes, I am not that because I am the one who remains after the change. 

None of the experience is me, so only the experiencer, seer, or witnesser can be called as I, this is self realisation. Exclude the experience from the experiencer and that is self realisation. All that changes is false, and you know the truth immediately.

5) When the dividing tendency of the mind is known, that is the state of oneness. Your state right now right here is of oneness. Even if you enquire, what is inside me and what is outside me, then you find that these boundaries are arbitrary. There is no inside, no outside, there is only one continuous field of experiencing. 

You don't have a life, you are the life. Apply the logic as told by Guru to your experience, and you will get the answer.

Everything is possible in illusion, hold a strong spiritual intention and prepare yourself for it, start working towards it and it will fructify. In the illusion, use the illusion and powers of maya which are imagination, intention, desire, effort, work etc. to get anything in maya. 

I am always and only one who is present, and so are you.

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Satsang, 1 Aug 21 some key points.

1) Being is more important then knowing. There is no universal truth, it is all subjective.

Experiencer can be known by being it, not by seeing it, and that's why it is self evident. There is no language to describe experiencer in words.

The evidence of vibration is the change. The processes are simply cyclic changes. There is evolution, dissolution, recycling and reappearance. There is in reality no evolution, it is simply a play. Vibration is in the heart of evolution as well, it is cyclic. We can only know this by inference.

There is no beginning and no end, it is only continuous change. Its like grass growing from soil, and dissolves back into soil, but before that it produces some seeds, which grows back into grass again. As below, so above. This is happening at every level. Seeds are latent impressions or potential, which remains ever. Even after the dissolution the potential remains. 

There is oneness at all levels, at all layers i.e., non duality, experiencer, memory, even bodies are made of one substance etc. You are it, just express it now.

2) Experiencer is the essence of life, if we say life, then experiencer must be there. There is nothing as living and non living things, both are experienced. Living things are little more complex, that is the only difference. Everything is alive and that is me.

What anyone experiences is irreducibles or qualities only, which has no correspondence to what is out there, they are illusions. 

3) Nothing was created, so nothing gets destroyed. It is simply recycling. 

There is no person, which is only a cooked up concept in the mind, there is no question of having any personal will. The mind body machine is the device that expresses the universal will. Ego or the person is like a joker who takes a bow in the circus, after the show is over.  Will is the energy or force that pushes the potential into that which we perceive. 

Spiritual intention is something that happens by being the intention and not by just thinking about it. It happens at the being level, not at the thinking level, that intentions starts manifesting. 

4) Ordinarily person lives in the fog of ignorance. Awareness clears the fog and the vision changes. 

Everything we perceive is colored by our conditioning. Whatever is impressed on the memory will govern our interpretation of the experiences. Knowledge increases our field of perception, as it gets rid of the conditioning and we can see things as they are.

The experiences are limited because of the need for survival. Everybody will get to self-realisation with their own pace. The path of the world may be called as the path of suffering. 

Choosing a path is like a love affair, you cannot recommend it to anyone. Whatever you are in love with, is your path. Path of knowledge is the pathless path, you are at the goal already. There is nowhere to travel to, simply see that I am already at the ultimate destination.

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When I record, think, write, or speak, all the answers are downloaded directly. Nothing remains as mystery, you wish for it and you will know it.

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Satsang, 4 Aug 21 some key points.

1) Truth is a classification of experiences and knowledge is the arrangement of experiences. 

There is no difference between your true nature and the nature of the rock, both are emptiness. 

You are free to call whatever you want as 'me', there is no me really, there is just existence and that is what we are. 

I am the existence and there is one experiencer. All experiences cannot appear at once, it is being known in limited way, but the series of experiences is infinite. 

There are infinite possibilities in the existence and it appears as illusory experiences. We cannot perceive the existence, we only see the transformed version. It is not that what it seems, that is called illusion.

2) There is the quality in the existence to look at itself, which is experiencer.

Whatever you are experiencing right now, is emptiness only. Nothing can be experienced, it is all empty. Whatever is being experienced is just an illusion, manifestations of the potential, because there is a possibility. 

When experience changes, it leaves nothing behind. Only the illusion can be experienced, and then drop it as illusion.

3) Vibration is energy, it is simply a change. The dissociation of the matter from the energy is a mistake in science. 

There is nothing that is directly experienced except irreducibles, the rest is model to explain the experience. The existence is limiting itself in the form of irreducibles. The irreducibles happen in the present moment, it is not stored in the memory. Memory is also a concept only. 

There is nothing else but existence, therefore we may say that when I see the red, I become the red, it is only me. I am the existence, I limit myself by becoming that. This is beyond intellect, because intellect can know only names and forms.

There is nothing in between, I am the red, the experiences, the irreducibles, everything. Nothing can be measured below irreducibles.

4) Do not try to know the emptiness, be the emptiness. There does not seems to be any source of the illusion. The experiencer is independent, it depends on nobody. Existence is all that there is, and it is looking at itself. That which is manifested is called as an illusion, not the existence. 

5) There is no 'person' anywhere, it is only a bunch of layered structure. Forgiveness is important to clear negative thoughts, like converting it to something positive, maybe it was my fault that it happened, maybe it is nobody's fault it is only mother nature who is playing etc. 

Don't try to stop the thoughts, transform the negativity into positivity. Transform the mind and thoughts will stop bothering you. Don't invite negative thoughts in your home, which is your true nature, and the negative thoughts will go away like unwanted guests. Just see the play, the dance that is happening, there is nobody to control it. 

6) Once the desires appears, because of timelessness of existence, they are already fulfilled. But in the time domain, in illusion, it may take some time to appear. Different layers have different types of desires. 

Ultimately nothing is fulfilled, doesn't matter how many desires are fulfilled, new ones will keep on arising. Desires cannot give you fulfillment. The dance and the show goes on. Coming out of loop of desires is called liberation. This can be done by understanding our true nature that I am not the one who desires, I am not the one who fulfills and I am not the one who gets the fruits.

Just put your effort on self realisation, nothing else is worthy or more useful here. 

7) Awareness only ensures that, that which is unnecessary does not happen. Awareness doesn't stops desires to come. Awareness is also an activity, it is a layer in the memory, which is slightly above the intellect. An activity cannot stop other activities to happen. Awareness only warns the intellect about some actions which are unnecessary.

The process of sending more desires to the causal body can be broken with awareness. The charging doesn't happen, whatever is already there, keeps itself exhausting. But ultimately, nothing was created, so nothing gets destroyed. 

With awareness, the dance, the play, is less towards suffering and more towards joy. Getting rid of suffering is possible by self realisation, by getting rid of ignorance, by friendliness, by awareness etc. Make the devi or the goddess your friend. 

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Satsang, 9 Aug 21 some key points.

1) You cannot introspect on the experience and experiencer at the level of duality. You can analyse the levels from top to bottom and not from bottom to top. 

The experiencer and experience both always exist together. That which exist can never disappear. Experiencer can never go away because it is the existence, maybe the experiences are too subtle or maybe the memory is not formed. Something cannot appear from nothing.

2) Wave do not have independent existence in the ocean, you cannot grab a wave and take it with you. The essence of wave is water. Similarly, the existence is full of appearances, which doesn't have independent existence, their essence is emptiness. That which is seen is the one that is seeing, the existence is both seen and the seer, they are one.

When you empty yourself of ignorance, whatever is left is 'isness' or pure experience. 

3) There is no point meddling with maya, it will have consequences. 

There are three ways to handle the desires, by fulfilling, suppressing or by becoming aware of them.  

Your own life goal is most important, not what you accumulate by outside influence. Do that which you love most or that which is most needed to be done. Once the survival is taken care of, do that for which you are born. We are not born with many desires, they are only few. If you are not feeling light, free and happy, that means you are accumulating new desires more then what you are burning.

With awareness, spiritual seekers at least know very well what not to do. You know that you are on the right path, if your freedom, happiness keeps on increasing and your desires keep on decreasing in waking state.

Mind does not really know whether the desires are getting fulfilled in waking or in dreaming state. The dream is as real as waking or waking is as false as dreaming. 

With decrease in number of desires, will come more peace and more joy.

4) If you are progressing, you will become aware when it is needed most. Don't bother about small things, but see whether you are becoming aware about important things like what is your goal in life, why you are alive etc.

If you cannot leave the job, then become aware while you are in the job. Become aware of your actions those are just imposed on you by the society, let go of them. You will immediately see the rise in awareness, bliss and freedom. Stop caring for things that don't matter to you. 

5) Whatever you are seeing right now is devi, your experience is devi. 

You do whatever you are doing, but do it with complete awareness. Remove the hurdles which obstructs you in doing that for which you born. Do a little bit of rearrangement, do something that leaves you with time to do that what you love to do the most. Be bold, you need to change with progress.

If you are surrendered to spirituality, Gurufield makes it smoother for you and whenever you divert from the path, you get a lesson. If you really need it, it will happen no matter what. You are born for this, why you are in hurry, devote your life to it, there is nothing worthwhile here.

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Satsang, 11 Aug 21 some key points.

1) Seeker is mostly detached, and has love, friendliness, compassion etc. towards all. Since you and me are one, no relation is possible, it takes two to have any relation. 

Don't try to fix or lecture others, it is best to only have transactional relationships in the world. At best you can be available in case someone wants to seek your guidance, nothing else is required on path of knowledge. 

2) Only awareness has the power to dissolve the old tendencies and impressions. Distance yourself from mental activities.

You can improve by simply looking at your current situation. Forget what happened in past lives, see what is appropriate to be done now in this moment. 

You cannot practice detachment, it comes with knowledge. 

3) Accept all the desires, they are not yours and be in awareness. 

There is a 'me too' syndrome in spirituality, seekers starts comparing with other seekers. If some one else is having some experience, it must happen to me well. 

Respect the Guru, but surrender to knowledge. On the path of knowledge, we are not much concerned about what others are doing. 

4) Accept whatever is happening as it is, everything is perfect already. Acceptance, surrender, witnessing is the right way. The truth is that, there is you and there is a series of dreams.

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Satsang, 15 Aug 21 some key points.

1) There is willing but there is no one who does it, there are only movement in the memory.  There is a pre-action, before the action happens, that may be called as will. Whatever is in the memory simply appears.

That which is perceiving this dance of actions, of willing, is already free, whereas, the puppet, the body mind machine, which is acting out is always bound. The experiencer of this machine is eternally free and you are that.

There is a memory, which appears as puppet, which an ignorant person calls as myself or 'I am this puppet'. The appearance cannot become free, it is a structure, and is always bound by rules. The puppet is designed to dance, and it is also already emptiness.

The screen is already free, but not the characters, that keep on appearing on the screen, the characters cannot be liberated. 

Existence is appearing to itself as two, one is bound and illusory, and other is free and true. Which one is you, that is a choice. But ultimately, in non duality, both the bound one and liberated are only me.

2) The waking state is very small part of illusion. Even the intellect is also the part of illusion. The cause of illusion will also be illusion.

There is nothing in knowing, whatever is, is just being and playing. You cannot become what you are not, you are whole existence, so there is nothing to be done. This is the only liberation that is possible. Prefer to be that which is ever free, even though the bound one is also me. This is the end of seeking.

That which is bound, his suffering is fake, and his happiness is also fake, which are just train of impulses in the nervous system, the illusory vibrations. As soon as you encounter your Guru, all ignorance gets evaporated, like it was never there.

Nobody is making the devi dance, it is her own will. When the possibilities move, the will appears. Don't meddle with the dance, just witness the dance. When you surrender, then the real dance happen, which is of knowledge, love, peace and bliss.

3) Whatever happens, happens by itself, there is no doer. 

Spiritual knowledge is only useful to end the seeking. The individual is the only separation, in the sea of infinite oneness. Puppet means the thought that 'I am separate'. One existence is dancing as everything.

4) Thinking is the by product of ignorance, because you cannot think about the reality, or the truth. All the thoughts are only of ignorance. Only awareness can brings an end to thinking. End to thinking is knowing that thinking is useless. 

Sense of control, I am the doer, I am willing etc. is the ignorance, which is the cause of suffering. We are not born to do, we are born to rest.

5) Knowledge comes in three forms a) all the experiences are illusion, b) self realisation that I am the experiencer, and c) realisation of oneness that I am also the experience.

The knowledgeable person knows his true nature, whereas the ignorant person is ignoring something. 

With purification, whatever the Guru says the seeker sees that immediately. 

6) Whatever is stored in the memory is produced as thoughts, there is repeatability in it. 

Nothing can be measured at all, because it changes as soon as it is measured, it is approximation only. It is ever changing like a dream, there is illusion of stability in the dream. The organisation is standing in randomness. The length of the string cannot be measured.

Krishna says, I am not doing any action, but I am eternally involved in all the actions. 

I am the only one existence, this is the only truth that can be known.

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Satsang, 18 Aug 21 some key points.

1) Just realise that desires are not mine, they are natural events happening in the universal memory. There is nobody to desire, so there is nobody to end the desire also.  I don't have any desires, I am emptiness and I am desirelessness.

As soon as you see that desires are not me nor mine, they loose their grip on this body mind instrument, they don't enslave you.

2) As soon as the struggle for survival is over, there is no need for the unnecessary fears. You can get rid of all the bad effects of the fears, if you become aware of them, and it will be noticed that they are just the reaction of the body mind instrument to some of the conditioning. 

3) The whole is only one experience which never goes away, but the events are many which come and go, they are just objects. You cannot count the experiencer because it does not have any qualities, and you cannot count the experiences which are eternal. The chain of events are infinite. The essence of experience is also emptiness.

There is only one experiencer and at any instant there is only one experience. 

4) You can detach yourself from past memories by just becoming aware of them. 

Turiya simply means unbroken awareness in all the states. 

Existence is non dimensional, and the experiencer is all pervasive because it is present in all experiences. I am emptiness, but 'I am' is the only truth. There is no real paradox, it is just a confusion of the intellect. Like there is no paradox in, 'I am everywhere, but I am nowhere'  

If you consider yourself as limited separate individual, you will never understand the non dual teaching. Get the realisation of oneness and all the paradox will be resolved.

5) Sun represents the experiencer and moon represents the projected self, mind or awareness. Experiencer is reflected in all the creators, the creators know the experiencer as myself. This metaphor is used because sun is self luminous and moon derives its light from the sun. 

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Satsang, 22 Aug 21 some key points.

1) Just because there are laws that are applicable to dream state, that does not mean that dream is true, it still remains illusion. Or, just because there are rules that are applied in a computer game, that does mean whatever is happening in the game is real.

Similarly, waking state is also created from the memory, just like the dream is created from the memory. 

2) Layers are divided based on the similarity in the functionality, for convenience in understanding. Layered structure is a scientific model only, where the functions of the memory are arranged for better understanding. 

There are no limits, all limits that are, are just taken up due to ignorance. 

Fulfill the goal of your life first, for which you are born. 

3) Self realisation leads to position of agnosticism. Self realisation is the knowledge of what I am, and agnosticism is a position in philosophy. When you know your real nature, you can see that it is empty and unknowable. 

It is more important to be what you are, and not to know what you are, because you cannot know what your are. Any knowledge about self is only negative knowledge. 

4) Whatever is there is only sea of memories, all divisions or layers in the memory are arbitrary. Don't take it as truth and get struck in any model, see everything from your own direct experience and logic. Nothing is true in this illusion.

There is no individuality beyond causal body. 

5) Only those who are ready will take the spiritual path. Even if you teach them, they will not understand because the intellect is not mature enough. 

We can change ourselves and not the whole, don't try to change the society it will be futile. Change yourself and become the light for others. 

Nature is providing us a chance to improve all the time. Events may be forgotten, but the tendencies are stored in the memory, which reflects in behaviour. We are just expressing the stored tendencies only. 

There is no past there is no future, you only have the present moment to correct the mistakes. Learn from your experiences and move ahead. If you are progressing towards happiness and freedom, then you are moving in the right direction.

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Satsang, 26 Aug 21 some key points.

1) The world and the seeker are like the mud and the lotus. This metaphor may not be completely suitable to be used in the context of experiencer.

Awareness is a state, it is not an action. Practices falls in the domain of experiences. There is no 'me' or 'doer' to bring the awareness. 

2) There is no seeker, we may say there are seeking tendencies in the layered structure. 

Movie metaphor is only to point out that all experiences are like illusions appearing on the screen of experiencer. There is no use to extend the metaphor any further. 

Experiencer experiences only the illusion. Universal memory is a concept, it is not a reality which is being witnessed by the Experiencer. Introverted intellect is called as awareness.

The goal is not getting all the answers, goal is not knowing everything, the goal is abiding in your true nature, which you already are.

3) Seeing things as they are, without the pollution by the intellect, is the direct experience. We are born with the ability of only the direct experience, the rest is accumulated conditioning.

Intellect is like a clear glass, if the intellect is impure, everything appears distorted. 

What 'I am' cannot be known, because only that can be known which can be experienced, whereas I am the Experiencer and not the object of experience. The knowledge about your true nature is only negative, and remembering this is called awareness.

Ignorance is not absence of knowledge, it is accumulation of blind beliefs. 

When intellect gives up, that is the place of awareness. Use the intellect to purify the intellect, to clean itself. Abiding in not knowing is more peaceful.

4) Use the intellect to see beyond the survival tendencies, and you will see the truth. The need to survive distorts the reality. Once the intellect is clarified, nothing more is required to be done, just enjoy the show.

You are not human, you are the whole, you are the existence, you are the experiencer, I am that, and you are also that.

Detachment means that survival does not matter, because nothing survives in the end, and I am already eternal. Let body mind perform its functions, but know fully well that I am ever detached. Enjoy the life completely, but be in awareness.

5) In the light of knowledge, everything is seen so clearly that the surrender comes naturally. 

Ideas, thoughts come and go, but the illusion is consistent, since idea is also an illusion. Desires appear as thoughts, but desires itself are not thoughts. The seed or the impressions produces desires, desires produces thoughts, emotions and actions. The actions leaves impression on the memory.

Use one meaning for one word and lot of confusion can be removed. The key words must be clearly defined and understood on the path of knowledge.

It is not possible to stop the mind, but it is possible to be aware of the mind. With awareness the unnecessary thoughts stops, the necessary continues. Rise above thoughts, just know that it is not 'me', there is no thinker, there is only thinking, just be in awareness.

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1) We cannot directly experience the vibrations, what we experience is irreducibles. Vibrations is only a logical inference or a concept. 

Desire to born again and again for fulfillment of desires is an affliction in the causal body. All diseases start from higher layers. There are pain receptors and pleasure in every layer. When pain trickles down to physical body, only then we pay attention.

2) If this layered structure starts functioning at its optimum level, and impurities are removed, you will get spiritual powers. 

Experiencer is known by progressive elimination, direct experience and logic. 

3) Anything that lowers the intelligence, or damages the body, do not consume it. Do the experiments yourself and decide on your diet. 

Body and mind are not distinct, mind is only non physical layer. 

4) Path of knowledge is at the level of intellect, which is very subtle and is nearer to the source. The path of knowledge is not at the level of physical body. Guru points out that which you are already experiencing.

Your intention to know your true self is sufficient enough to progress on the path of knowledge. 

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Satsang, 5 Sep 21 some key points.

1) Religion is a weapon of mass manipulation. Do not worship a deity, become a deity. And then get your desires fulfilled in your own world.

Self realisation is that you are not the other stuff, you are the stuff that is not the stuff. Self realisation is the beginning of any path, it is not the end. Self realisation is given by the Guru, you have to just open your eyes and see it.

2) The creator, preserver and destroyer are not the deities, they are the principles. 

There are more creation in the non physical, then what is there in the physical world.

If you have a Guru, it is like a child playing in the park, you can have lot of fun under his guidance.

3) Experiences are unlimited and the Experiencer is boundless, it is not bound by anything. 

The human cannot know anything, universal memory is the operator, the owner, the creator, the destroyer etc. Humans are the puppet, they are creations. The artist is the universal memory and brush is the human, the medium.

4) To become the part of the Gurufield, by teaching and sharing the knowledge with others, who are interested to know, is a great service. 

Get your past out of way, then your current tendencies will determine your future, and you will be free to choose your own destiny. 

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There are few in our group who are directly going to the dev yoni. 

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Satsang, 9 Sep 21 some key points.

1) The essence of existence comes out to be experiencer, because experiences keep on changing. And that is me, I am the experiencer. 

So essentially, I am the experiencer. This can be seen right now, right here.

2) Whatever we call as human is also a biological machine. Machines are also layered structure, except that the higher layers are not present there.

The principle of self similarity is working. Human are trying to produce something which is similar to them. 

3) As soon as you realise that I am the experiencer, that is the end of seeking. You are seeking the truth, and this is the truth. 

Once you surrender the false ego, then you progress very fast into the non physical and you leave the human birth. Ego is essential for survival here, but not transcending it will keep us trapped in the lower physical world. 

4) The devis, the angels, the demons are very advanced structures which have evolved and are not present in the physical forms. If you are advanced enough, there is no need to remain here in the physical world. Those who know the possibility, will eventually reach there.

The real fun is not in becoming the brhmn or experiencer, which you already are. Nature just wants to play. The real fun is in pretending that you are limited and then growing out of that limitation.

5) The humans are nothing but the avtaars capable of serving the causal body. Humans are also doing the same thing by creating the virtual reality, artificial intelligence, games etc., the goal is to enjoy the play.

You create your own world in the dreams. The fractal nature of the maya is seen everywhere. 

6) Evolution goes on in cycles. Physical world is more impermanent then the non physical. Memories never die, mind moves on from one memory to other. 

Suffering can be used as a tool to see the defect and move to spiritual pursuits. They are like knife, you may use it to cut vegetables or you may cut your own finger. All suffering is only due to some ignorance. 

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The program has hidden aspects in it. I want you to grow where I have not gone, to reach the height which I have not reached. 

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Satsang, 12 Sep 21 some key points.

1) We say that the lower intelligence is egoic in nature and the higher intelligence is not egoic in nature, which can see the lower egoic activities related primarily with survival.

There is an ability in us that we can cut the illusion using the illusion, and shed the ignorance. Contemplation is reflecting on what is happening. Learn or copy from your teacher the ability of 'how to think'.

Bliss is the background of contemplation, it is not obtained by contemplation. By contemplation all the confusion can be removed, mind becomes silent, and that is understood as bliss. But bliss was always there. 

2) Those who 'know', their presence is blissful. Don't preach, because other person may not understand your philosophy, but they will see the peace radiating from your actions and speech.

The emptiness is nothing but bliss. We are interconnected at levels of all the layers of the memory. When the lower stuff is silenced, the higher stuff talks and that talk is bliss. There is effect of higher layers on the lower layers. 

3) When you see anything as it is, without the usual noise of the mind, you get the total knowledge about it. All that there is to be known, is right here right now in front of you. What is obstructing this knowledge is our beliefs, our conditioning, ignorance. 

Seeing things as it is, is called sanyam, which is dhyaan, dharnaa and samadhi together.

4) Individual entities are not independent experiencers, they are various forms in the continuous stream of experiences. 

There is no inherent purpose in anything. Like there is no purpose of computer keyboard to a child. We project the purpose because it is useful for us and then we project the purpose on the whole of the existence. 

5) I am the whole illusion and I am also the witness of the whole illusion. You get detached from the illusion by knowing that it is an illusion.

As soon as you start teaching, you get the powers of Gurufield. Drop the identification with your body mind or Guru's body mind structure and connect to the higher layers. 

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Satsang, 16 Sep 21 some key points.

1) When you discard all the concepts, you are left with that which cannot be known.

Whatever changes is unreal. Just because the illusion stays for a while does not make it real. With enquiry you will reach that which is not changing. And that is you, you are not changing, that is why you are the only truth.

2) Everything that is known is not that what it seems to be, that is why it is called maya or illusion. Drop everything that you have assumed, that takes you to being level, it is just being. 

There is forest of ignorance, then there is forest of knowledge and then you emerge out in clear ground of unknowable. It is easy to drop the ignorance, but it is difficult to drop the knowledge. The knowledge also eventually turns into ignorance into suffering. Guru ensures that you don't delude yourself with knowledge.

3) On the path of knowledge, you don't learn, you unlearn what you have already learnt. 

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Satsang, 23 Sep 21 some key points.

Nothing had happened here, whatever is appearing is only a possibility. 

If the intention can produce the structure, it can also modify the structure. 

Awareness neutralizes the negativity and prevents it to reach the level of the body. 

Enjoy your ripening, let it happen naturally. Your path is very straight, just sit and enjoy the journey. You need to be calm and quiet and let things happen, and they will turn into wonderful experiences.

All fears can be overcome by awareness. Be careful, but there is no need to be afraid. 

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Satsang, 26 Sep 21 some key points.

1) The five elements are simply different type of vibrations except fire. Fire is the intensity of vibrations.

Do not judge, scold or beat yourself for negative thoughts actions etc., awareness is the key. When the director comes everyone is silent, you can simply watch the drama that is happening. After realising your mistake, simply go back to right action.

2) If you have bodhisatv tendencies you will be directly helped by the Gurufield. Gurufield also knows if you are faking it, and then appropriate lesson is given to you. Include some spiritual work in your daily life.

Once you are comfortable financially, use your spare time to spread the light of knowledge. 

3) Emptiness is mysterious and therefore it is interesting. If you are like a child then everything is interesting. 

In an ND, the non physical senses can be still active, it is called remote viewing, which is an occult power. The attention is shifted to the non physical senses, which are not limited by space or time and then all sort of experiences are possible.

Normally you are so focused on the waking state that the attention is not focused on other subtle experiences. Spiritual powers are our natural state, the more we use them, they become more strong.

Emptiness is another name for bliss. Emptiness means it cannot be grasped by any of the senses, it does not means nothingness. It is nothing objective nor subjective, it is no-thing.

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Satsang, 30 Sep 21 some key points.

1) Knowledge does not make you desireless, or desires are not there because of ignorance. Desires are part of natural process, they are completely harmless, as long as you are in awareness. Knowledge only determines what you do with desires, whether you act on them or not. 

Physical body is pile of matter, causal body is pile of memory, they come together and we call them human. 

Food and sex are very powerful desires that causes repeated reincarnations. Removal of ignorance, makes you realise that you never took birth. 

2) Those who wants to progress nothing affects them. While being in world, be in awareness and let whatever happen. 

Suffering in unethical actions become so much that you leave them. And the joy in ethical or spiritual activities increases so much that there is no real choice left. Awareness decides what is the course of life of the seeker.

Higher intelligence is awakened by the awareness and whatever happens will be right. With awareness, whatever was negative, it will just fell away. Not only you will change, people around you would also change and situations will change.

Ignorant person does not get even the fruit of good deeds. Similar to being in love, your knowledge will start shining in your behaviour. 

3) If the mind is unhealthy, the body also becomes unhealthy. Don't abuse the body for mere  purpose of enjoyment. 

True religion is taken by will, indoctrination is imposed. 

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Satsang, 4 Oct 21 some key points.

The duality happens in non duality. Concepts are found in non duality. It is what it is, there is no need to even name it.

Emptiness is empty of substance. Nothing exists here which can be called as substance. There is nothing here on which the entire experience stands. 

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Satsang, 7 Oct 21 some key points.

1) Science is the study of illusion, it is not about finding the truth. In the context of science there is no truth. Even mathematics is based on logic.

In the dream if many people see the same tomato and take it as real, will the tomato become real in waking up?

2) There are no boundaries between the local memory and universal memory. If you limit the universal memory, the individual is born. The limitation causes individuality. 

The most limited is the layer of ego, its an oval type or structure. The bottom and top layers are very wide because everything in same. 

3) Self realisation makes you more intelligent. You can now define every word more precisely. 

Knowledge and bliss can be a criteria to see the level of advancement in spiritual path. 

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Satsang, 10 Oct 21 some key points.

1) There is no creation at all, changes are only appearing, nothing is getting created.

What 'is' is, the creation is imposed by the human mind on what 'is' and there is no reason for creation as well. All reasons are only due to human conditioning. Ignorance is the cause of creation.

There is bliss in being, not in doing. There is no evidence of any change or any reason. 

2) What will happen here is pre-decided. All the paths that you went through are all preparations. 

Main goal is already there in the seeker, then he is helped to reach that goal, that is what we call as grace. Even having the spiritual goal is also by grace only.

Those who are engaged only in the fulfillment of their desires don't get that much attention from Gurufield. All other paths will lead you to path of knowledge. The teacher hits the right chord with the seeker. 

Once you get it, the knowledge is permanent, it is never destroyed. Keep expressing yourself more often. 

3) Thoughts are subtle speech. Then there are pre-thought, in the form of tendency, which takes the form of thought. 

Bringing in the awareness will streamline the thoughts as well. Better you write, better will be speech and better will be the thoughts. If thoughts are meaningful, tendencies also starts aligning with thoughts. 

4) Keep the body also healthy, treat it well. The pleasure of being healthy is the healthiest pleasure. 

The ignorant person can't know the joy of spiritual knowledge. When ethics flow from knowledge then it is meaningful. 

Happiness is also a form of suffering. My ignorance and desires to get happiness in this dream has caused all this drama. So you don't run after happiness, nor you avoid the suffering, no attraction no aversion, is the right way.

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Satsang, 14 Oct 21 some key points.

1) Know well 'what you are', then do whatever is the right thing to be done in the illusion. Know what is human then enjoy the humanity. 

Those who know, they know, they don't need any experiments to prove it. 

2) The illusion itself is always there, you cannot ever get rid of illusion. The illusion never goes away, it is the only constant that remains in any experience. 

There will always be experience and there will always be experiencer, they never go away.

3) In the existence all the laws are possible. Mind gets attracted to orderliness. 

When you believe then world appears to be true and dream is false, but when you investigate everything is a dream, false and changing.

The lower layers does not have any clue of what is real and what is virtual. Suspend the intellect and this virtual world becomes the reality. Most of our desires are concerned only with lower layers. 

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Satsang, 17 Oct 21 some key points.

A wise man takes the easiest path, be like a river. The dream is already perfect, there is no need to fix the dream. 

On the spiritual path, if you do something wrong, you will be punished. 

Body is doing only that which is stored in it, there is no doer, and still we allow the illusionary doer to be there. 

If you have cravings for food, then find something in life which is more entertaining then it. 

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